spillin' outta my head
Now lets talk about people and how much the f:in' population likes to judge. Do we really live in a time where men and women have to be that separate frm one another? I mean come on now feel me on this, please. I don’t know about the rest of the world but for the past few years I have felt completely androgynies--esk. So point being that when I wanna do somfin I do it, and people play it out and judge it as if I am 'acting like a boy' just cuz I don’t wait for a dude to come along and marry me or rather pay my bills. I just think its lame that just cuz I take care of my own shit I am a 'boyish type' I am not a f:ing dumb ass who runs around not thinking about what i am doing' or sayin' to anyone. I just don’t fear what I feel. Or fear what I wanna do. I happen to trust myself. This is all comin' up cuz a close friend of mine wants me to play games--like don’t give into what you wanna do with another person cuz they will loose interest. Well then I guess they are not worth it. I hate the 'new affect' people have. I like to admire people don’t get me wrong--but I am not going to f:ck every hawt dude I meet. Duh-- I have been on plenty of dates since my move home, and none have been to my standard in my interactions. I mean for f:ck sake I shop around for toilet paper I may as well shop around for one i want to share my time with.
Example: say if I wanna kiss some one in a club--I am going to do it. I want to share moments with people just as much as the next person. I don’t look deep into that and its not my issue if that person cant handle that. Like don’t put yourself in the position if you cant handle all out comes.
Another: if I wanna go home with some one--THEN I F:IN' WILL! IF I WANNA SLEEP WITH THEM, I WILL! IF I WANNA GO EAT PANCAKES AT 4 AM, I WILL!
Like say if I were a dude my friends would be high five:in' me but cuz I don’t have a dick I am being lectured. Lame lame lame. The one thing I can say is that I don’t try to make anyone ever feel as if they owe me anything. And I will express the way that I will, and if one cant handle the heat then get the f:ck outta the kitchen bitch!
That’s all on that issue. I get so irked at times.
Example: say if I wanna kiss some one in a club--I am going to do it. I want to share moments with people just as much as the next person. I don’t look deep into that and its not my issue if that person cant handle that. Like don’t put yourself in the position if you cant handle all out comes.
Another: if I wanna go home with some one--THEN I F:IN' WILL! IF I WANNA SLEEP WITH THEM, I WILL! IF I WANNA GO EAT PANCAKES AT 4 AM, I WILL!
Like say if I were a dude my friends would be high five:in' me but cuz I don’t have a dick I am being lectured. Lame lame lame. The one thing I can say is that I don’t try to make anyone ever feel as if they owe me anything. And I will express the way that I will, and if one cant handle the heat then get the f:ck outta the kitchen bitch!
That’s all on that issue. I get so irked at times.