yet again!

[bondagefreak]

i never failes! every guy i talk to finds some way to make me feel like shit.....and as one of my GUY friend said...."we are all assholes.....its in out blood" i dont understand that.....is that an excuse?

im just so sick of being stood up and hurt......i went out with this guy aaron 3 times.....i must have been fuckin dilusional or something....cuz i really thought he liked me.......im so stupid.......it makes me feel worthless

am i really that fuckin ugly that every guy i talk to either says mean shit to me or ditches me and doesnt talk to me anymore......well....am i?

the weird thing about all of this is that he really made me feel special when i was with him....i mean yeah...i know we werent serious.....but he made me feel like he was really into me.....i just dont get it

i hung out with lisa tonight....she made me feel better....im so glad i have her around...cuz no matter whats going on i can hang out with her and everything will get better.......i love her to death for it....in all reality she is like the sister i never had and wish i had

i love u lisa .....(not in a sexual way!) lol...eww

so yeah....anyone else wanna stand me up and make me feel like shit.....seriously...lets do it....its really fun...I ENJOY IT!