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Scene is soooo gay and lame seriously.
i FUCKEN hate dance gigs UGH! seriously this shit needs to die out and punk should rise MORE PUNK GIGS woo! fuck all this dance gig/punk show cross over bullshit it sickens me. man everytime i go to those dance gigs i get bored to teh max even though im high and drunk i find all the kids irritating and looking like everybody else everybody has same hair only cut a bit different ot dyed differently UGH laaaammmeeee.
i dont even have fun at those shows i have much more fun at punk rawk shows seriously, i think imma start going to more shows with my cuz in the hollywood area MAYBE south central but no i dont want to go all the way over there.
i need some new pair of black jeans and im going to cover the right side with leopard. wooo cuz im so punk rawk lyke omg!!!111
oh well im bored with life, i need something new, too bad my friend dont like to go to shows or party all they like to do is blaze, but fuck dude i know its all fun and all but geez try something besides getting all high and mellowed out. seriously, i know i smoke weed but i dont let it run my life geez i have fun with and without it. after a while they get boring WWAAAAYYY B O R I N G ! ! ! !
and i mean boring with roy its a trip to bellflower get there score the shit smoke and come back on the bus high.....ok after 6 or 10 times of doing i get bored it even isnt that fun in the bus, with mark i get ther watch tv mark and emmanuel get bored of watching tv so they start playing guitar or bass or both and im there left to watch tv ive sasked them to teach me a thing or 2 with te guitar or bass but they never do. when its time to score the stress its liek 9:30 or 10:00 and i have to leave to catch the bus back home and we bearly have time to smoke out because all they is like 3 spots for stress and sometimes theyre not even on deck. and its liek fuck dude im wasting my time here!! i could be doing something better. but i still like them for who they are.
man everything in my life is lame.
either that or i have boring friends.
i tell them lets go out to a show or a party try something new and mark and emmanuel are like nahh blaze it, im like is that all you can say is blaze it?
dude you can balze it at the show or something, man so fucken lame.
im more into fun creative stuff or gamming, i need to find new ppl to have fun with seriously. some who arent that much of pot heads, but its hard finding new friends i cant really find ppl to connect with me i find myself soo distant from everyone else i feel like i have nothing in comming with anybody, other than my circle of friends.
the only time i have fun when im out is with my cousin hes fun and i like his friends, im going to see if wants to start a band or something. maybe ill break away from my cirlce of friends or introduce new people. man i need to find myself i need to find my place in this world or i need to MAKE a place for myself in this world??
so imma try to get my mom to buy me an instrument this weekend i hoping for a keytar or a keyboard or a guitar or something that i can learn to play:D
i need to pre-occupied myself with something other than playing FFXI cool ppl on that shit.
i FUCKEN hate dance gigs UGH! seriously this shit needs to die out and punk should rise MORE PUNK GIGS woo! fuck all this dance gig/punk show cross over bullshit it sickens me. man everytime i go to those dance gigs i get bored to teh max even though im high and drunk i find all the kids irritating and looking like everybody else everybody has same hair only cut a bit different ot dyed differently UGH laaaammmeeee.
i dont even have fun at those shows i have much more fun at punk rawk shows seriously, i think imma start going to more shows with my cuz in the hollywood area MAYBE south central but no i dont want to go all the way over there.
i need some new pair of black jeans and im going to cover the right side with leopard. wooo cuz im so punk rawk lyke omg!!!111
oh well im bored with life, i need something new, too bad my friend dont like to go to shows or party all they like to do is blaze, but fuck dude i know its all fun and all but geez try something besides getting all high and mellowed out. seriously, i know i smoke weed but i dont let it run my life geez i have fun with and without it. after a while they get boring WWAAAAYYY B O R I N G ! ! ! !
and i mean boring with roy its a trip to bellflower get there score the shit smoke and come back on the bus high.....ok after 6 or 10 times of doing i get bored it even isnt that fun in the bus, with mark i get ther watch tv mark and emmanuel get bored of watching tv so they start playing guitar or bass or both and im there left to watch tv ive sasked them to teach me a thing or 2 with te guitar or bass but they never do. when its time to score the stress its liek 9:30 or 10:00 and i have to leave to catch the bus back home and we bearly have time to smoke out because all they is like 3 spots for stress and sometimes theyre not even on deck. and its liek fuck dude im wasting my time here!! i could be doing something better. but i still like them for who they are.
man everything in my life is lame.
either that or i have boring friends.
i tell them lets go out to a show or a party try something new and mark and emmanuel are like nahh blaze it, im like is that all you can say is blaze it?
dude you can balze it at the show or something, man so fucken lame.
im more into fun creative stuff or gamming, i need to find new ppl to have fun with seriously. some who arent that much of pot heads, but its hard finding new friends i cant really find ppl to connect with me i find myself soo distant from everyone else i feel like i have nothing in comming with anybody, other than my circle of friends.
the only time i have fun when im out is with my cousin hes fun and i like his friends, im going to see if wants to start a band or something. maybe ill break away from my cirlce of friends or introduce new people. man i need to find myself i need to find my place in this world or i need to MAKE a place for myself in this world??
so imma try to get my mom to buy me an instrument this weekend i hoping for a keytar or a keyboard or a guitar or something that i can learn to play:D
i need to pre-occupied myself with something other than playing FFXI cool ppl on that shit.