Obsession (2/2)

May 03, 2012 11:21

Pairing : Yamachii, Chiitaro
Type   : Chaptered (Two-shot)
Genre : Romance, Angst. Mystery
Rating : PG-13  
Summary : How if you love someone for 4years already, but he choose another man for his lover. How to hide your obsess about him.
Warning : character death, slightly violence.
Disclaimer : I don't own this boys, just the story.



Last chapter :

"Eh, Ryosuke. Is that girl whom media gossiping about going out with Ryutaro last week?" Chihiro pointed to a girl’s photo in newspaper headlines today. Yamada’s family was eating breakfast together, their habits before starting the activity.

Yamada drink his strawberry juice before answering. "Yeah, right, why?" He asked.

"This girl was reported missing from her home since two days ago. I'm curious. All girls whom rumored dating with Ryutaro have same fate, disappeared a few days later. Did they run away, or, they really disappear? There are no signs of violence, kidnapping, ransom, or anything. They just suddenly disappeared."

"Who knows? Maybe they just go on vacation somewhere and not tell anyone? Such news like that usually just looking for the sensation they will get."

"Well, you're right. Eh, this is odd, still morning and you're already neat, you have plan?"

"Yuri invited me to his house. There's something important he wanted to tell me."

"Maybe he'll tell you if it turns out that he's also in love with you? Good luck!" Chihiro patted his back.

Yamada smiled. "What did you say? There is no way he’ll do that."

"Oh yes, yesterday afternoon I accidentally heard a sound like a book falling from your barn. Did you keep something in there? Or, maybe the place was really haunted? Scary ..." Chihiro shuddered with fear.

"What are you doing near my place? Don’t tell me you want to get a peek." Yamada glare to her.

"No, I'm just playing catch ball with my friends when I accidentally knocked the ball came near the warehouse. I wouldn’t dare to upset you, my brother." Chihiro smiled.

"I don’t keep anything there, maybe just a bunch of rat. That warehouse was old and rickety. You won’t be surprised to see rats and mice in it. And I warn you to don’t go near that place again. The rats were big, you're going to faint if you see them."

"And you're still comfortable with it? I know your hobby is photography, but you already have your own darkroom in basement. You no longer need that place, why you still maintained it? Better to destroy it. Sometimes I imagine a ghost will appear from that place at midnight."

Yamada laughed. "Hahaha ... you must watch too many horror movies. Enough, I have to get ready quickly if I don’t want to be late.” Yamada went away.

"Allright! Be careful, and send my hello for Chinen." Chihiro said from his behind.

"Yeah, I'll tell him." Yamada answer back.

*****

Chinen already waiting for him when Yamada up and went into his room. His lips smiled, but his eyes were swollen and red from crying all night."What’s happen Yuri? You must have been crying again. Is this because Ryutaro again? Were both of you finally make up yesterday?" Yamada sits beside him.

"This isn’t Ryutaro’s fault. This is because of you." Chinen said.

"Eh, what did I do?" Yamada confused.

"Because you said you loved me a few days ago, but after that you're avoiding me. You don’t play with me again. If you love me why you're make me sad?" Chinen cry again.

"I'm sorry. I thought you wanted me not to get too close to you. Is it you who don’t want to make Ryutaro jealous, right? You said that you were his lover and still love him."

"Oh, so now this is all my fault? Yes, indeed I was wrong! I don’t know if it turns out I miss you so much! I was wrong when turned you down and regret it! I was wrong! All of this is my fault!" Chinen shout, crying louder, and start hit Yamada’s chest.

Yamada tried to prevent it with both hands. "Why are you doing this? I don’t mean it like that, but I appreciate all of your decision. I'll do anything for your happiness, Yuri, anything!"

"Then, stop avoiding me." Chinen stop crying. He freed his hand from Yamada’s grip and cupped his cheek. He pulled his face into Yamada. "Stop being pretentious hero and say your feeling! Try to be selfish this time, make me, make me break up with Ryutaro! Threaten me! Don’t just stand by and accept all of my wishes. Do something!"

Yamada brushed up Chinen's hand. "ENOUGH! I don’t know what happened to you, but I've had enough of it! Really, what do you expect from me? You want me to tie you up? Lock you until you love me back? You want me to threaten to commit suicide if you don’t want to be my boyfriend? ACTUALLY WHAT do you want Chinen Yuri!" Yamada yelled. He breathed angrily and turned to leave him.

Yamada walked a few steps when suddenly Chinen hugged him from behind.

"I’m sorry, really sorry. Don’t leave me Ryosuke, I can’t live if you hate me. I'm sorry." Chinen buried his face in Yamada’s back and wept.

Yamada pulled back Chinen and turned to face him again. He grabbed both Chinen’s cheeks and wiping his eyes. "I know you're still upset about Ryutaro affair, but don’t say things you don’t feel Yuri, you still love him right? I would never force my will to you. I love you too much." He kissed his cheek.

"But I don’t know my own feelings Ryosuke, I'm confused. Your last words always ring in my head. Even now I don’t feel anything when Ryutaro come and begged me to forgive and go back to him. I don’t feel happy or sad when I saw him kneel down and apologize. But when I see you angry like now, I'm very scared. I can’t imagine what happens if you ignore me. I don’t want that. I would die if you hate me." The tears flowed again.

"Don’t say that. I won’t hate you. I love Chinen Yuri, you know that. I love you for 4 years already. Do you think I could hate you so easily?" He smiled.

"Can ... can you take me Ryosuke? I was slow and stupid, but I will try hard to keep your love for me."

"And what about Ryutaro? I don’t want your pity, Yuri. If you don’t love me, that's okay, I’m still your bestfriend. "

"Can ... can you give me some time? Give me few days to think things through. But don’t stay away. You must stay always beside me. Promise?" Chinen pleaded him.

Yamada smiled. "Promise." He kissed his forehead and began guiding Chinen out of the house.

"Eh, where do you want to go?" Chinen said.

"The weather today is bright, and I bring a camera. I want you to pose for me in the river. I want take your picture. "

"Ryo chan hobby unchanged. You love to take my picture. You were always argued that it was just for practice only. But now I got suspicious. It could be only your reason."

"Finally you realize that too. I want to capture all of your expression. And believe it or not, the life object I take is only you, Chinen Yuri."

Chinen's cheek flushed to hear it. "No wonder you always refuse if another JUMP member want you to take their picture."

Yamada nodded.

*****

The next few days Yamada and Chinen never separate. They were always together. Ryutaro still trying to make Chinen back to him in many ways, but Chinen continued to resist.

This morning the atmosphere in JUMP rehearsal rooms are being strained by Chinen and Ryutaro quarrels.

"How many times have I told you, we're break up! I don’t want and won’t be returned to you." Chinen said while hugging Yamada, who was sitting next to him.

Ryutaro was still kneeling on the floor, in front of them. "I don’t want to accept it! I know you still love me. I promise you I won’t cheat again from you. That many girls had no meaning for me. I love you, Yuri." He pleaded.

"And I don’t love you. I was too blind for all this time. Yes, I did like you, but now I realize that I love Ryosuke. I always loved him." Chinen looked to Yamada who grinned back at him, and kissed his cheek. "Thanks." He whispered.

"Liar! I can’t believe you change your mind so easily."

"I'm a fool for this. I never changed my mind. I just realized that I had always loved Ryosuke. I'm sorry, Ryuu." Chinen tried to touch Ryutaro hand, but ignored by him.

"No!" Ryutaro stood in front of them. "You lie! You can’t leave me for someone like him!" Ryutaro grips Yamada’s collar and forced him to stand facing him. "What did you do to Yuri so he accepted you? You must have threatened him!" Ryutaro glared at him.

"Enough!" Chinen remove Ryutaro’s grip from Yamada and push him to the floor. "It's not Ryosuke fault! If anyone is to blame, it was me! I'm a fool for this, not realizing Ryosuke feelings towards me and my own feelings to him. I love him and won’t be returned to you. You have to accept it!"

"I don’t believe it! You will definitely come back to me. I'll make sure of it!" After saying that word Ryutaro left.

"Are you okay Ryo chan? Are you hurt?" Chinen began examining the entire face and Yamada’s body.

Yamada just smiled and held his hands. "I'm fine Yuri, I don’t get hurt. Instead I have to ask, are you sure?"

"About what? Oh, of course I'm sure. I love you, always has been from the first. It's just that I don’t realize it until now. I'm not late right? You still love me, do you Ryo chan?" Chinen looked at him. His face was filled with doubts.

"Of course, Yuri. You know I never could refuse your wish." Yamada kissed and hugged him.

"But, what about Ryutaro? I'm sure he'll do something to separate us." Chinen pulled away from Yamada.

"Don’t worry, he won’t succeed. I'll protect you." Yamada stroked Chinen black hair.

"I know that you're reliable!" Chinen smiled and kissed his cheek. All members of JUMP who see all the scenes begin to approach and congratulate them.They all knew that Yamada and Chinen are destined being lover.

*****

It’s evening when Ryutaro arrived at the park. Someone gave him a letter to come to this park to meet. He looked around the park there is no one in that place. The park was always quiet in times like these. Then he sees a shadow under a tree. He approached him. "So there are you. What do you want to talk about? Are you now ..." His words weren’t completed because of a sudden hit in his head and he fainted immediately.

Ryutaro opened his eyes slowly. His head still dizzy from the previous hit. He tried to rub his head which still sore, but he can’t. His hands and feet were bound and gagged. He can’t move at all. He began to look around. He was in a sizeable room from wood. Sunlight penetrates the cracks of wood and gave him enough illumination. The walls of the place full of patches and photo paper. When Ryutaro tried to watch it, he’s very surprised. All the photos on the wall are Chinen Yuri’s. At that time he heard someone open the door, and entered the place.

"It turns out you're already awake, Ryutaro." That man smiled.

Ryutaro tried to answer but was blocked by the fabric that covered his mouth. He tried to rebel but failed because the bonds in the legs and arms are too strong and for some reason he don’t have enough energy.

"That’s useless. I gave you a drug that makes you limp and lose power. You couldn’t even scream." He grinned and started to take off the fabric that covers Ryutaro’s mouth.

Ryutaro try to scream, but his voice comes out too soft.

"I’d said you can’t scream. But don’t worry, you can still talk, I still can hear you."

"What does all this mean?" Ryutaro said. The voice that comes from his throat just like a whisper.

"You know what I mean. I don’t want Yuri get sad and fear. You've threatened him, and I always protect Yuri from people like you."

Ryutaro surprised. "So ... so, you are ......"

"Yes, I am. I am what you call a secret admirer of Chinen Yuri, who always sent him a gift every month, who will do anything to make Yuri happy. But not only that."

"What else, Ryosuke? What else you do other than sending Yuri gift every month?"

"Do you know them?" Yamada handed three photographs in front of Ryutaro.

Ryutaro widened his eyes as he recognized the three girls in the photo. "They .... they are my ex-girlfriend." His voice full of shocked.

"Ex-girlfriend? Your affair partner, not girlfriend. News said they were missing. No, they don’t disappear. While the truth is they have been in the bottom of the sea, the place where I'd drown them all." Yamada grin.

"You ... you killed all of them." Unconsciously tears fall from both Ryutaro eyes.

"That's all their own fault. Ah, perhaps more correct, this is your fault. You’re the ones who dating them and made Yuri cry. I'm just doing my job as usual, to protect Yuri and get rid of the causes that made him cry."

"I don’t believe you can ......" Ryutaro murmured, bowing his head.

"For Yuri, only for Yuri I can and will do everything. After all this is not the first time I've killed someone. You remember the stalker 2 years ago, who likes to harass Yuri on the train? I killed him. Well, but really, I just killed 5 people so far. And it seems I don’t have to do it again in the future, because Yuri now is mine. And I'm certainly not going to make him sad." Yamada smiled.

Ryutaro looked up at Yamada who is now standing in front of him. "5 people? Who else ..." He paused and his eyes widened.

"Well, you think, who else will be the fifth victim? Of course you, Ryutaro. You'll be glad later on, can get together again with your girlfriends."

At that time Yamada’s phone ringing. "Ah, Yuri calling me. Wait a moment,"

"Yuri? Yeah, okay, I'll be there soon." Yamada started to take a big can full of oil and spread it all around the room. "Ah, it's nothing. Do you remember my favorite warehouse? Yeah, I don’t need it anymore, so I'll burn it. What? You want to help me to move my things? No need to that, Yuri. I don’t need the stuff anymore, so I'll burn it together with this barn. Yes, yes, I will come soon. Bye, love you too." Yamada closed his phone.

"You're going to leave me here, on fire with this warehouse?"

"Bingo! You already guessed it. I don’t need this place again. I already have the original Yuri Chinen, live and breathe version of Chinen Yuri. I don’t need this anymore." Yamada take a look around the warehouse. He started to continue soaking it with oil shed which he prepared.

"Bye, Ryutaro. We'll meet again someday in the hell. You can get your revenge that time. I won’t regret it, because I've got my heaven here." Yamada gave him last smile before leaving the warehouse. He closed the door and started to light a match in his hand.

"Bye, all of my obsession." He murmured as he threw the match toward the barn. He watching how the fire began to swell and burn everything in it.

**THE END**

Notes : Yup, I'm disappear again. Sorry m(_ _)m
            My sister have a wedding last week, and I must prepared everything she needs from beginning while she just being pretty and relax D:
            This is last chap for obsession. I have many option for character death, must I go with Yamachii death or just Ryutaro, but Yamada being villain is still my plan from beginning. I decided better for Ryuu character death instead of Yamachii, coz I want happy ending for them :P
            Hope you like this, and sorry for long update 
            Please comment if you can <333

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