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what's the big deal with twilight? i don't get it. i know nothing about it, probably because i'm so cut off from tv. i never watch it at home because the only one i could watch is in the lving room and i hate the way the couch is set up in accordance with the television. and at matts house he doesn't even have his tv set up to do anything besides watch dvds. i feel so ill informed it's sick. I suppose i could use other forms of media to inform myself but eh.
speaking of which, that 8 year old little boy that killed his father, scary shit.
i had a really really rough day yesterday. the management needed to be a teacher is really starting to wear me out. i was seriously contemplating my career choice. then today when i was walking up the steps to school i saw one of my kids and he smiled at me and said "hello miss o'brien" and then i remembered that those little smiles are what makes it all worth it. when i have my own classroom, every morning we're going to share our own reasons to make us smile. like "i'm smiling today because i have a mom and dad that really love me" or "i'm smiling today because i got a good grade on my spelling test" i thin starting out the day on SUCH a good note will really make a difference. my supervisor came and observed me today. she said i'm going to make and amazing teacher. that made me feel well. i think i'm discouraged because of the job marked right now.
last night i went to switch with matt and josh. it was kinda aorta my idea i thin and josh ended up tagging a long. him and matt dropped off a bunch of flyers for the friday night they're playing next friday. i can't wait for it. i love supporting my man in his efforts. it was uber fun. even though josh was there and i was trying to be on my best behavior not to annoy him.
he looks a little scared and i think my forehead looks weird. i hate that hair because it looks cute in the mirror but in pictures it ALWAYS looks weird. but anyway i had fun, i got to dance a little bit and that's all i really wanted anyway. i miss matt, i can't wait to see him tomorrow.
speaking of which, that 8 year old little boy that killed his father, scary shit.
i had a really really rough day yesterday. the management needed to be a teacher is really starting to wear me out. i was seriously contemplating my career choice. then today when i was walking up the steps to school i saw one of my kids and he smiled at me and said "hello miss o'brien" and then i remembered that those little smiles are what makes it all worth it. when i have my own classroom, every morning we're going to share our own reasons to make us smile. like "i'm smiling today because i have a mom and dad that really love me" or "i'm smiling today because i got a good grade on my spelling test" i thin starting out the day on SUCH a good note will really make a difference. my supervisor came and observed me today. she said i'm going to make and amazing teacher. that made me feel well. i think i'm discouraged because of the job marked right now.
last night i went to switch with matt and josh. it was kinda aorta my idea i thin and josh ended up tagging a long. him and matt dropped off a bunch of flyers for the friday night they're playing next friday. i can't wait for it. i love supporting my man in his efforts. it was uber fun. even though josh was there and i was trying to be on my best behavior not to annoy him.
he looks a little scared and i think my forehead looks weird. i hate that hair because it looks cute in the mirror but in pictures it ALWAYS looks weird. but anyway i had fun, i got to dance a little bit and that's all i really wanted anyway. i miss matt, i can't wait to see him tomorrow.