mental health
i seriously need mental help. i am a guy. the end. period. when it comes to relationships...im very much a guy! i am feeling depressed again. not about guys...just mostly how i cant stand relationships...how i am so fkn scared of them. the last thing that tommy said to me the other night was, "i dont see how you are ever going to get past your fear and let someone understand you when you dont even understand yourself." he is right. i dont understand myself so i wont let others understand me. i guess im just meant to live single. whatever. who cares. i jus want to understand myself better. life isnt all about boyfriends and girlfriends. i have a lot of discovering to do. i better start now and not think so much about boys.
the end.
the end.