It's been a month
Ugh, I feel yucky. I have a scratchy throat and my jaw hurts and I'm headachey. I'm probably coming down with something. This does not make me happy at all. I suppose I'll know for sure by Friday.
I think I may be a little down because my boss died last week. Things are a little weird. I have worked with her three days a week for four years and now she's not there anymore. She became a friend and I guess I've not really mourned her. I just keep working.
I'm now working for her husband which is fine. It keeps me employed and I've done work for him before when she'd loan me out to him. But he's no fun. And he isn't mourning either. I don't think it's hitting him until after next week. That would be my guess. He just keeps on truckin'. I'll prolly never see him mourn 'cause I get the feeling he's a feel-it-in-the-middle-of-the-night-when-everything-is-too-quiet type of person.
Anyway, I have to really ponder if I want to stay working for him. I'll definitely stay for the next few months to normalise life for him but after that, I hope I have better prospects. I should try to move on if only for my own sanity.
I need to become motivated. I have to. I really do.
I think I may be a little down because my boss died last week. Things are a little weird. I have worked with her three days a week for four years and now she's not there anymore. She became a friend and I guess I've not really mourned her. I just keep working.
I'm now working for her husband which is fine. It keeps me employed and I've done work for him before when she'd loan me out to him. But he's no fun. And he isn't mourning either. I don't think it's hitting him until after next week. That would be my guess. He just keeps on truckin'. I'll prolly never see him mourn 'cause I get the feeling he's a feel-it-in-the-middle-of-the-night-when-everything-is-too-quiet type of person.
Anyway, I have to really ponder if I want to stay working for him. I'll definitely stay for the next few months to normalise life for him but after that, I hope I have better prospects. I should try to move on if only for my own sanity.
I need to become motivated. I have to. I really do.