somethin 'bout brighteyes always makes me happy...

[bona89]

i had this really wierd feeling today. i can't even really explain it. i had a friend over and latr brought her to the bus stop. On the way home (walking distance maybe 20 minutes) it happened. Yet I don't know what. I just thought about how i look right now and what it'd say about me. I was wearing my black reebocks with funky laces, jeans, a navy blue sweater with a hood oin cuz of the rain. my headphones showed in front of my sweater cause i was too lazy to pull them under it. well, walking there with brighteyes in my ears i just though - yep, that's it baby. =) löl, that souds funny now. it was jsut this moment tellin me i did everything right and everythnig will be just fine. and i don't know where that feeling came from or whatever. It was just there and made me feel so incredibly right. it's really hard to explain. the only thing missing in this complete picture of myself that was so right, was the right place. Like - i felt that i'm doing the right thing, thinking and planning the right things, feeling comfi with who i am. well the missing part was with where i am but that's all right. Now the only two moment better than today i can recall were beein at the levee with jamie, jason n shandawg that one time and well, some other moment i can't recall in words. but yeah, that was great.

~the choices were given
now you must live them
... do you want that? ~