adventures in bomedeeville
well, that was an enjoyable weekend:) friday was an adventure. just before were supposed to take off to meet justin, the brake on the car goes to shit, and we cant go anywhere. so i rounded up some money for the bus and met him in toronto. then we went to union station and had the most delicious cinnamon bun ive ever experienced. holy cow. anyway...we made it to bowmanville eventually, then i called my dad and realised i had no way home cause of the damn car. so that sucked. i fell asleep pretty damn fast that night.
saturday we went to greames party, and found out there was no beer until 6, which turned out to be 8. geeeeeez. but i got to meet some new people...james, and that clan of quiet kids who showed up with shelly:P they were amusing. so, dan did the worm on the floor in the massive penis costume, and we waited for the beer. then it got there, and things got fun:) then this fuckhead ian arrived, who was apparently talking shit about james, and then a whole bunch of bad shit went down. i seriously thought james was gonna kill that kid:S it fucking scared me. we kicked ian out and things calmed down. dan puked. and then greame started being an asshole, and i seriously wanted to beat him. shelly is so adorable...and i really love her, and i hated seeing her upset because of him, and i hope everything works out ok for you guys:)
today is sunday, and justin dropped me off awhile ago, and i miss him. i think shit is starting to come together, and i just hope that whatever happens is the right thing. at this point, i care more about him than i do about me. actually, i always did. we wont be able to talk for a week and a half once i go to florida, and maybe thatll help clear everything up. i just hope everything turns out smoothly.
i have to go to my moms tonight, apparently her and thane had a massive physical fight last night right in front of my brother, because that fucker is smoking crack behind her back again, asking for money for "groceries", and fucking spending it on drugs. $120. he promised alan the other day hed never touch the shit again. yeah well, fuck him. i hope he loses my mom for this, then maybe hell fucking realise what he has. my mother is the best woman in the world, and she doesnt fucking deserve to be deceived and lied to. he kicked the crap out of her last night right in front of my brother. i asked him what he does when they fight, and he says "nothing, i just watch...what can i do". thats not fucking right man. no kid should ever have to watch his mother at the mercy of a fucking angry drug addict.
my stomach feels like death.
im leaving to florida in 2 days...oh god.
saturday we went to greames party, and found out there was no beer until 6, which turned out to be 8. geeeeeez. but i got to meet some new people...james, and that clan of quiet kids who showed up with shelly:P they were amusing. so, dan did the worm on the floor in the massive penis costume, and we waited for the beer. then it got there, and things got fun:) then this fuckhead ian arrived, who was apparently talking shit about james, and then a whole bunch of bad shit went down. i seriously thought james was gonna kill that kid:S it fucking scared me. we kicked ian out and things calmed down. dan puked. and then greame started being an asshole, and i seriously wanted to beat him. shelly is so adorable...and i really love her, and i hated seeing her upset because of him, and i hope everything works out ok for you guys:)
today is sunday, and justin dropped me off awhile ago, and i miss him. i think shit is starting to come together, and i just hope that whatever happens is the right thing. at this point, i care more about him than i do about me. actually, i always did. we wont be able to talk for a week and a half once i go to florida, and maybe thatll help clear everything up. i just hope everything turns out smoothly.
i have to go to my moms tonight, apparently her and thane had a massive physical fight last night right in front of my brother, because that fucker is smoking crack behind her back again, asking for money for "groceries", and fucking spending it on drugs. $120. he promised alan the other day hed never touch the shit again. yeah well, fuck him. i hope he loses my mom for this, then maybe hell fucking realise what he has. my mother is the best woman in the world, and she doesnt fucking deserve to be deceived and lied to. he kicked the crap out of her last night right in front of my brother. i asked him what he does when they fight, and he says "nothing, i just watch...what can i do". thats not fucking right man. no kid should ever have to watch his mother at the mercy of a fucking angry drug addict.
my stomach feels like death.
im leaving to florida in 2 days...oh god.