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[bomedeeville]

fuck...i cant handle this anymore. i just want it all back, i just want things to be like they were. will they ever? is this just a stepping stone? will he ever talk to me again? WHAT THE FUCK. what id give...just to grasp a few moments, go a half an hour without tears, to rip this spear out of my heart. just let me die.

"have heart, my dear
were bound to be afraid
even if its just for a few days
making up for all this mess"

maybe,

maybe

ill always really be yours