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THE FIRST...
First best friend: Jessamine
First car: 99 Grand Am...still have the pos
First real kiss: an awkward one with then BF Mike Thiel...my first BF, first kiss...weired...
First break-up: same boy...Mike Thiel, on picture day...needless to say my pix sucked
First screen name: tdogg1385...haha tony remember that shit
First album: i actually have an original RECORD single of madonnas like a virgin...haa!
First funeral: my stepdad's grandpa
First pet: friskie...my mean cat r.i.p
First piercing: my ears...had to re-do them a few times tho
First credit card: victoria secret if that counts
First true love: Mike Thiel, or so I thought at 14
THE LAST TIME...
Last car ride: i dont ride, i drive everywhere
Last kiss: john--few mins ago
Last good cry: wow....a month ago? maybe?
Last library book checked out: ha...high school and i couldnt tell you what it was
Last beverage drank: diet cherry vanilla dr. pepper...the best ever
Last food consumed: mac n cheese
Last phone call: my mommy...last night
Last time showered: yesterday...i just woke up and still need to take one lol
Last shoes worn: black flip flops
Last CD played: christina aguilera--stripped
Last item bought: i bought popsicles yesterday
Last disappointment: lol money is low again...thank you target
Last time wanting to die: never...
Last shirt worn: my cheerleading shirt from high school
Last word you said: "yuh huh"
Last song you sang: "envy me"?...that new g-unit song
What is in your CD player? christina aguilera--stripped
What color socks are you wearing?: none at the moment
What Color underwear are you wearing?: black :)
What's under your bed?: not a damn thing
What time did you wake up today?: whenever john got home from work, dont remember what time...12:30?
CURRENT THINGS...
Current music: shut up--black eyed peas
Current taste: diet cherry vanilla dr. pepper
Current hair: shoulder length (FINALLY!!!) and w/ blonde highlights
Current desktop picture: sheed wallace
Current book: rose red...not the steven king one, the one thats diary excerpts
Current color of toenails: "hot hot hot"--bright red
Current time-wasting wish: getting my own apt w/ john, not one w/ 2 other roomates
Current hate: probably my financial situation
(1) Your gender: female
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: no sir
(4) Want to be?: nope...im happy :)
(5) Your birth day: july 25th...im the epitome of a leo
(6) Age you act: older....22?
(7) Age you wish you were: 21 lol only 14 months left!!!
(8) Your height: 5'8
(9) The color of your eyes: green....hazel if you wanna be picky
(10) Happy with it?: yes
(11) The color of your hair: blonde and brown
(12) Happy with it?: no...im dying it soon again lol
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: righty
(14) Your living arrangement?: me, john, jesse, and ashley....2 bedroom apt lol
(27) Your family: oh boy....mom, stepdad, step-bro, sister--niece, nephew, her bf....dad, step-mom, step-sis--her husband, nephew, niece....and about 40 aunts and auncles on my step-moms side
(30) Piercings?: ears, belly button...soon to be?...nose? hood? i dunno...
(31) Tattoos?: waitin for some extra cash to go get either a small dragon or my kenji symbol
(32) Obsessions?: biggie smalls and mike jones
(35) Do you speak another language? i can understand a LITTLE spanish
(36) Have a favorite quote? "birthdays was the worst days, now we sip champagne when we thirstay..." b.i.g
(37) Do you have a webpage?: used to have like 3...i dunno if theyre still up though
DEEP THOUGHTS
(38) Do you live in the moment?: depends on the moment...im too conserned about the future....
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sorta
(40) Do you have any secrets?: uhm yeah....everyone does...lol my bf's secrets are in a box in our closet! ha! :(
(41) Do you hate yourself?: nope, just my small hoo-has lol
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: yes, very much
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: smoking
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: usually a comment about a purse or "your pretty"....nothing extra ordinary
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: confessions or an over-analyzer...somethin like that lol i dunno
(46) What's your biggest fear?: suffocating, or drowning
(47) Can you sing: yes but im too scared to sing in front of people...my step-mom wanted me to sing at a wedding and go on american idol
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope, if i hang around people too long i start talkin like them tho
(49) Are you a loner?: no
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: not at first...most people either think im a bitch or that im too intimidating off the bat...but then they get to know me lol
(52) Are you a daredevil?: nah lol
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: like i said i hate my small boobs....and i fear not being successful in life
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: i would say more aggressive
(55) Have you got a ?: sure...i need a miracle job that pays an obscene amount of money
(56) What is your greatest strength? im a good listener, and a completely loyal person
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself?: haha i think youd already know by now
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity....because i have love and beauty anyone can have
(59) How do you vent?: smoke too many ciggarettes and bitch and moan to my best friend for an hour
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: no im not
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: i guess, but everyone always wants more than they have right?
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: never give into pity, it could make you do things you normally wouldnt
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: eyes, smile, and legs
(65) And least?: my breastestes
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: yeah
(67) Are you confident?: 99% of the time
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: jessa could maybe find one in a jeanette winterson novel
69) Do people know how you feel?: no...i keep to myself a lot
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: yes lol like i said people think im a cocky bitch
DO YOU...
(71) Do drugs?: nope
(72) Read the newspaper?: when im lookin for jobs
(73) Pray?: yep...try to everynight
(74) Go to church? id like to more often
(75) Talk to strangers who IM you?: nope
(76) Sleep with stuffed animals?: i did when i had a bf in another state, now i snuggle w/ john
(77) Take walks in the rain?: sometimes
(78) Talk to people even though you hate them?: depends, but usually no
(79) Drive?: yes
(80) Like to drive fast?: uhm yes...johns dad asked me if i drove for nascar lol
HAVE YOU EVER...
(82) Liked your voice?: yeah especially when im sick and its all raspy
(83) Hurt yourself?: on accident
(84) Been out of the country?: does canada count?
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: no?
(86) Burped?: all the damn time
(87) Been unfaithful?: nope...never
(88) Been in love?: yes
(89) Done drugs?: a couple times
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: haha yeah
(92) Had a surgery?: no...but ive been to the er a few times
(93) Ran away from home?: nope i wouldnt do that to my mah
(94) Played strip poker: nah...dont know how to play poker
(95) Gotten beaten up?: me and john play fight, but no
(97) Been picked on?: haha yeah but i got good lines too
(98) Been on stage?: yes
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: wtf, no
(100) Slept outdoors?: nope...but i guess were goin camping this summer?
(101) Thought about suicide?: nope
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: yessir
(103) If yes, what is your record?: just 24 hours i guess
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: yep..til 4 in the morning and fell asleep with the phone in my hand
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: of course
(107) Slept all day?: yes!!
(108) Killed someone?: nope...but if you need it just gotta make one phone call...lol jk (sorta)...
(109) Made out with a stranger?: nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: lol haha all the time
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yes
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: making my boobs "kiss" someone elses count? lol haha sooo drunk that night
(114) Been betrayed?: lots of times yes
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yeah actually...people have had dreams about me that came true also
(116) Broken the law?: yes, all the time
(117) Met a famous person?: yes, a few
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no thank god
(146) Stolen anything?: haha yeah, im sneaky
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: had my picture in the newspaper when i was like 6
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: not really
(149) Had a nervous breakdown?: omg! deffinately, more than once
(150) Considered religious vocation?: dont think so...
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: nope
(152) Bungee jumped?: no...i would though
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yeah, sooo annoying
CLOTHES
(154) Shoe brand?: coach, steve madden, dkny
(155) Brand of clothing?: AE, AF, and any top designer that i can afford at that second
(156) Cologne/perfume?: vera wang, j'adore by christian dior
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: black pants, tennis shoes, black apron, black tie, white shirt
(159) Wear hats?: trucker hats on occasion, but i gotta rock a bandana underneath it
(161) Wear make-up?: lol everyday...john calls it my "face"..."baby put your face on" lol
(162) Favorite place to shop?: AE, AF, forever 21, somorset mall in general lol
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: my beat up AE jeans
(164) Are you trendy?: to an extent but i only wear things i can pull off, i dont go to the extreme and buy JUST bc its trendy
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: i did from 6-12th grade...made gettin ready sooooo easy lol
BELIEFS
(166) Believe in life on other planets?: yeah, from the things ive seen you would too
(167) Miracles?: yes, deffinately
(168) Astrology?: yep....my sun sign is me to a t
(169) Magic?: sorta
(170) God?: yes
(171) Satan?: yeah....i know people who swear theyve seen him, or at least demons
(172) Santa?: hell yeah! "SAAAANNNTTTTAAAA!!! i know him!"
(173) Ghosts?: yep...terrified and fascinated by them...
(174) Luck?: yes
(175) Love at first sight?: yeah, been there done that
(176) Yin and Yang?: don't know...madonna does though
(177) Witches?: yes
(178) Easter bunny?: yeah, he scares me though...ever seen donnie darko? youd know why lol
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: of course
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: yeah, you just gotta chase after it long enough
(181) Do you wish on stars?: shooting stars
LOVE,
(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: no why would i?
(183) Do you remember your first love?: yes
(184) Still love him/her?: no hes a bastard, and too desperate to be in love, if he even knows what love is
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: nope
(186) What do you find romantic?: simple suprises, inexpensive meaningful gifts....remembering the "little" things
(187) Turn-on?: bright eyes, perfect smile, butt i can grab on to...and hip bones...mmmm hip bones
(188) Turn-off?: no sense of style, busted grill, flat ass, skinny guys
(189) Do you base your judgment on looks alone: sometimes, i thought john was a cocky asshole just from the looks of him
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: flattered
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: knowing someone
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: no, cause i know that it is
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yeah, cause i have weired dreams sometimes lol....
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: yeah
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: ahem...lol do we need to go there?? :-D
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: that they can be just stupid sometimes, and in all honest NOT realize what they did, or do
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: flowers on v-day, or back at xmas time
(208) Are you in love?: yes i am
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: lol omg yes
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: give them "the look" if i was single of corse...
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(211) That haunted you?: i dunno but whoever was knockin on my door at my mahs house sure wanted to come in...eeep!
(212) You wanted to kill?: christine
(213) That you laughed at?: john cause hes too cute when hes half awake
(214) That laughed at you?: john bc i was half awake when he came home
(215) That turned you on?: john :-D
(216) You went shopping with?: my mom unless you count grocery shopping...
(217) That broke your heart?: john did...we had a rocky relationship in the beg
(218) To disappoint you?: ashley?
(219) To ask you out?: jeff....sorta? i think he was joking tho
(220) To make you cry?: john
(221) To brighten up your day?: my mom or again john lol
(222) That you thought about?: my family in general
(223) You saw a movie with?: john...we saw amityvill horror....OMG sooo scary
(224) You talked to on the phone?: my mommy
(225) You talked to through IM?: no one...i havent been on aim since i moved in with john
(226) You saw?: john or jesse
(227) You lost?: my aunt kitty
(229) You thought was completely insane?: ashley...or well her whole figgin family....or jessamine lol
(230) You wanted to be?: mischa barton is f'in gorgeous
(231) You told off?: terry
(232) You trusted?: jessamine
(233) You turned down?: guys at clubs...i dont dance with anyone unless i came with them
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(234) Smiled?: when john talks in his sleep
(235) Laughed?: when john laughs in his sleep lol
(236) Cried? almost on saturday, but other than that a month or so ago
(237) Bought something?: popscicles yesterday
(238) Danced?: few days ago
(239) Were sarcastic?: e'ery day
(240) hugged someone?: a little bit ago
(241) Talked to an ex?: saturday
(242) Watched your fave movie?: weeks ago
(243) Had a nightmare?: the night before last...only thing i remember is my mom saying "hell is not in this room but it is somewhere in this house!"
(245) Talked on the phone?: last night
(246) Listened to the radio?: yesterday
(247) Watched TV?: last night...pistons lost...ppptttthhhh
(248) Went out?: define "went out"....
(249) Helped someone?: jessa? i listen all the time? does that count?
(250) Were mean?: yesterday
(251) Sang?: tues night
(252) Saw a movie in a theater?: ammityville...whenever that was
(253) Said "I love you"?: couple hours ago when john was awake lol
(254) Missed someone?: yesterday...i miss jessamine
(255) Fought with a family member?: its been a while
(256) Fought with a friend?: cant remember...
(257) Had a serious conversation?: me and jessa do all the time
(258) Got drunk?: saturday i was just completely lit
(259) Had sex?: eh...monday night? lol too long