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sooo on the 4th john was absolutely adorable....i dont even know what it was he was just so cute and cuddly and sweet...we stayed up until 3am watching rocky movies bc i havent seen them.....and yesterday he was sweet too....we stayed the night at my sisters and all night he was cuddling with me and i kept catching him watching me sleepin....lovely......today he came over and i cooked him dinner and we washed our cars together.....i dont know why but the smallest things that he does are the reasons why i love him....like the way he says "its good" or the smile on his face when he looks excited to see me (even though i see him everyday) or the little things he notices about me...like the other day he said i had the cutest nose and he mentioned how good my hair smelled...and the way he hums to himself when he brushes his teeth......i am totally crazy in love with this kid...and if you would have told me back in january that john k would be in love with me by the summer i would have never believed you.....i was lookin at him today and just thinking to myself "omg...i cant believe hes my bf and that hes actually in love with me..." its insane...it really is but im so happy.....sooooooo happy....