eh.
Lately things are feeling somewhat better. I have talked to rob quite a bit the past few days and some of the things he says just makes me feel so safe. When he comes home it will be great. He is having some problems there and so he may be coming home sooner then we thought. Tonight when he called he sounded...well he just sounded off. I know its because he is so torn on what to do. He wants to leave so so so bad, but at the same time he doesnt want to give up. He mentioned that if he were to tell me what hhe and Matt fought about tonight, that i'd tell Shasta(matt's gf). I said I wouldn't but to be honest lately we dicuss everything. I feel so happy that she has moved in. I feel like were close and thats important to me. So if I need to dicuss stuff with her, whats wrong with that? Its not about rob's thoughts its about mine. Oh well.