Oct 29, 2006 11:33
Well yesterday was a very interesting day. I decided to go over to Billy's and see if the landlady would let me pop in and grab a few things that I needed. She buzzed me in and told me to meet her up there. I heard someone inside, so I knocked. It was Melissa and her daughter. We ended up hanging out most of the day, and we are going to look for a place together for the 1st of December. So that was cool. Funny that I got the urge to go over there and then it ended up being extremely to my favor.
Had a great night last night. Got dressed up as a vampyre and the party at the hostel was actually not bad. It was fun to watch all the people dressed up in neat costumes. Two guys who are good friends, and look a fair bit like one another went dressed as each other. That was fucking funny. Other than that, it was the usual zombies, ceasars, and devils.
Woke up this morning late, for once. I actually slept in until about ten. That's weird for me because I have been getting up so early lately. Not that I minded sleeping in a bit.
Checked my e-mails after breakfast to find that Billy had written me. Really, why the hell is he writing me? He broke up with me and now he's writing me? For what purpose. I guess his little chickie that he met didn't work out. Either way, I'm too busy right now to get back to him. He can wait. He always makes me wait. I've got too much on the go to really be bothered with what's going on with him. He never tells me what's going on until it explodes in my face, he doesn't listen to me when I'm talking about things that are important to me (like school and our relationship) and he just doesn't really act like he loves me anymore. Its a pile of stress I don't need right now. Maybe when he learns to not make everything into such a big deal then I'll make more time for him.
But for now I am glad he's gone and I'm glad Melissa and I are going to get a place and I am glad I am starting school and meeting heaps of new people. I just have to figure out if one in particular is after me for a relationship or for flirting/sex. I want a good man who treats me right, and I think I have my work cut out for me. They are hard to find.
Well life's good right now. I'm happy. And I'm sorry that Billy and I broke up (not really, but I'm sorry that he didn't see fit to do anything to prevent it when he was stewing all along). But I've got alot less stress without having to deal with a man who hides me and doesn't talk or listen. Today, I have no idea what I'm going to do. But it will involve not thinking about Billy, and having a good time. He's the one that told me to, so I hope he's not to chessed that I took his advice.