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It's been quite a week. Why I say that I have no idea. Don't get me wrong... with my job ending I have more free time than ever. A guy I know named Terry said it pretty well today though, I have too many ways to escape. That's my problem. If I have something I need to be doing, I have too many other things I could do. I could have a week to myself and then go back to school Monday drained and in need of a vacation. I can't force myself to relax. Somewhere along the line I associated relaxing with wasting time. That's just my personality. God there just aren't enough hours in the day. But if there were you know we'd just get longer work weeks. The world has a way of fucking us over like that.
I don't mean to bitch like that but hell, I don't know if you'll ever meet a more tired person. And I don't even have a good reason for it.
Still haven't talked to Andrew since the whole E-mail thing. When I do talk to him I want it to be online. I'm so much more fluent with type. Shit does need to be discussed though. All that stuff came out of nowhere, and there was some really harsh shit that I didn't deserve. Then what I thought was going to be an appology E-mail turned into another put down, telling me I "need to quit bitching", and to "grow up... seriously." It wouldn't be a big deal if I had done one single thing to deserve it, but I hadn't.
Everyone that knows me though, knows that I'm open and that I don't hold grudges. Maybe I'm slow to forget, but not to forgive. We'll see what happens. There's plenty of time to do whatever. I'm not worried.
Boring morning other than second hour. There was kind of a follow up from the South Korean girl talking to us, and a girl from Thailand spoke to the class. I seriously need to do some fuckin traveling. The two days these girls spent talking about their home countries interested the hell out of me. Plus... maybe I do have some fantasy of going to the other side of the world and having all the cute girls fall all over the handsome American Skinhead.
Yeah fuck you too.
Oh and just on a side note. I am now the official pinball wizard of OKC. I rocked the hell out of a machine at Payless Pizza today. Before my high score was 400,000,000... but today I got it up to 725,000,000. I got on the high score list, and earned the 'highest score to date' position. 2 free games. I gave one to a friend and played the other with my eyes closed.
I'm that good.
Comment bitches. :)
I don't mean to bitch like that but hell, I don't know if you'll ever meet a more tired person. And I don't even have a good reason for it.
Still haven't talked to Andrew since the whole E-mail thing. When I do talk to him I want it to be online. I'm so much more fluent with type. Shit does need to be discussed though. All that stuff came out of nowhere, and there was some really harsh shit that I didn't deserve. Then what I thought was going to be an appology E-mail turned into another put down, telling me I "need to quit bitching", and to "grow up... seriously." It wouldn't be a big deal if I had done one single thing to deserve it, but I hadn't.
Everyone that knows me though, knows that I'm open and that I don't hold grudges. Maybe I'm slow to forget, but not to forgive. We'll see what happens. There's plenty of time to do whatever. I'm not worried.
Boring morning other than second hour. There was kind of a follow up from the South Korean girl talking to us, and a girl from Thailand spoke to the class. I seriously need to do some fuckin traveling. The two days these girls spent talking about their home countries interested the hell out of me. Plus... maybe I do have some fantasy of going to the other side of the world and having all the cute girls fall all over the handsome American Skinhead.
Yeah fuck you too.
Oh and just on a side note. I am now the official pinball wizard of OKC. I rocked the hell out of a machine at Payless Pizza today. Before my high score was 400,000,000... but today I got it up to 725,000,000. I got on the high score list, and earned the 'highest score to date' position. 2 free games. I gave one to a friend and played the other with my eyes closed.
I'm that good.
Comment bitches. :)