hands down.
i had an awesome day today...
really awesome.
too awesome.
then i come home, get on the computer, and just get really fuckin depressed.
shit.
fuck my life.
i wish i could have paused time today in the car in the parking log for the rest of my life. i want to feel that way everyday.
i hate crying.
i hate letting people get to me.
it seems like no one likes me anymore. i don't know what i did. it's just continuous drama that revloves around andrew. it seems like he has sucsessfully gotten everyone that goes to my school that he talks to on myspace to not like me anymore.
i'm the worst person in the world.
and now that i broke up with kody, he tells me that he can't be my friend.
everyone says to make myself happy before i please others. but thats what i base my everyday routine on is making sure that everyone is satisfied. so, i do what i need to do to make myself happy, and all the sudden everyone hates me.
why can't we all just get along.
i hate people. everyone just seems so inconsiderate and selfish. everyone takes advatage of me.
well yuo know what? fuck it all. if you dont like me, i don't fucking care.
no, i lied.
i do care.
and i don't want to.
i've had a pretty tough life growing up and when something good happens to me, i cherish it and i take it all in. i respect every little good thing in my life.
i hate feeling like an object.
i'm a real person.
i have feelings.
there is one person that i realy want to get close to right now, and i think you know who you are. but he tells me that he doesn't want to hurt me. i don't think i could be any more torn than i have been lately. i don't think you realize it but you have made my life 92348732948 times better, just by talking to me and taking time out of your life to hang out with me. thank you. i really appricate it.
/rant.
really awesome.
too awesome.
then i come home, get on the computer, and just get really fuckin depressed.
shit.
fuck my life.
i wish i could have paused time today in the car in the parking log for the rest of my life. i want to feel that way everyday.
i hate crying.
i hate letting people get to me.
it seems like no one likes me anymore. i don't know what i did. it's just continuous drama that revloves around andrew. it seems like he has sucsessfully gotten everyone that goes to my school that he talks to on myspace to not like me anymore.
i'm the worst person in the world.
and now that i broke up with kody, he tells me that he can't be my friend.
everyone says to make myself happy before i please others. but thats what i base my everyday routine on is making sure that everyone is satisfied. so, i do what i need to do to make myself happy, and all the sudden everyone hates me.
why can't we all just get along.
i hate people. everyone just seems so inconsiderate and selfish. everyone takes advatage of me.
well yuo know what? fuck it all. if you dont like me, i don't fucking care.
no, i lied.
i do care.
and i don't want to.
i've had a pretty tough life growing up and when something good happens to me, i cherish it and i take it all in. i respect every little good thing in my life.
i hate feeling like an object.
i'm a real person.
i have feelings.
there is one person that i realy want to get close to right now, and i think you know who you are. but he tells me that he doesn't want to hurt me. i don't think i could be any more torn than i have been lately. i don't think you realize it but you have made my life 92348732948 times better, just by talking to me and taking time out of your life to hang out with me. thank you. i really appricate it.
/rant.