damn it!!
I will no longer allow my self to be used by girls. My life has become a fucking joke. I cant even take myself seriously any more. Last night was not the first time i felt this way but it was the straw that broke the camel's back. for those who have access to my other journal you know what i am talking about. and for the rest of you it is of no concern to you anyway. now that i know exactly where i stand with her i know how to act around her and how to deal with her requests.