This Has to End
She Just won't stop, I bet even more people i don't know hate me....Nick Still Loves her and he blames me for them "Not Going Out" one of them says there were going out the other says they were "waiting" And yet.........I still don't not know exatly what i did......I am not Going to Lie -.- i want to hurt them .... She played with my fucking feelings and i told her how i felt my pain and all...she turned it around making it as if i hurt her... I fucking Hate Kellys Guts I just want her to stop and go away...at least I am not so low I make my friends chose between friends....I try to put others peoples feeling befor my own..and look where it has gotten me...I kept telling my self "If i'm a good little Boy god will forgive me." But no ... This Line if from my Fav anime But i am going to quote it anyways "I wish I could turn to stone so i could fell neather pain or sorrow." I truly feel that way ..... And Then There's Kacie (whome i love very much) who evertime I bring up kelly Jumps to the ida that i like her ...I never did like kelly and never will... Kacie I like you and not antone else OKAY?!...And I am going to go to my first year in public school in 3 years and it's going to be all fucking messed up and sucky....When I have people around me I act happy...but thats not how i feel....I hate being ingored and when people repate them selfs. I am just rambling I know..i can't even sort my thoughts theres so many... Its how messed up this whole dumb thing really is!