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for those of you who dont beleive in god, this might not be of any specail intest.
for those of you who dont know, ed has reported that happoning will be shutting down. one last little peice of my soul, shattered by the episcopal diosice of western MI, all be cause of what I, ME, LYLE did.
i am so sorry.
i never thought it would end up this way. i never thought that MY actions would lead unto the end of the episcopal youth programs. all that i ever loved as a child. its GONE. because of me.
i have a confession.
i havent preyed sense.
i have been to church once or twice, i have said the lines, but i effectivly died spiritually that day at camp i was asked to leave.
nothing in the world will ever change the horrible, stupid sequence of actions i made in those months immidiatly after.
but i will continue my one favor to my people. i will never forget what i killed. i will never forget the laughs that i had as a child, the memories that i made on that lake. i will never forget the strum of Dave's or McKalya's acustics.
i will carry my cross with me through this world as my own punishment.
my regret.
my bolt.
for those of you who dont know, ed has reported that happoning will be shutting down. one last little peice of my soul, shattered by the episcopal diosice of western MI, all be cause of what I, ME, LYLE did.
i am so sorry.
i never thought it would end up this way. i never thought that MY actions would lead unto the end of the episcopal youth programs. all that i ever loved as a child. its GONE. because of me.
i have a confession.
i havent preyed sense.
i have been to church once or twice, i have said the lines, but i effectivly died spiritually that day at camp i was asked to leave.
nothing in the world will ever change the horrible, stupid sequence of actions i made in those months immidiatly after.
but i will continue my one favor to my people. i will never forget what i killed. i will never forget the laughs that i had as a child, the memories that i made on that lake. i will never forget the strum of Dave's or McKalya's acustics.
i will carry my cross with me through this world as my own punishment.
my regret.
my bolt.