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been having a lot of emotions lately. i've got an exam in a couple of hours and then i take the bus for a 3 hour drive home and then i've gotta pack for a flight to cali at 7 in the morning tomorrow.
i'm so tired and i'm a little content and i'm a little sad.
i was going through my journal the other day, and i came across my post about THE ONE, that friend. i've been having discussions about THE ONE a lot recently, but my forever THE ONE. my will you marry me THE ONE ???? i didn't realize i even thought about that shit to be quite honest.
but.
here i am.
thinking about it.
and i'm telling myself it's ok, if all i did today was feel. because jesus, kinda sucks when your potential THE ONE doesn't want you to be their THE ONE.
i want to make my THE ONE post sometime soon. let's hope my heart finds enough inspiration in these dead feelings.