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So yesterday Shawn told me how Boyo goin around with Nan supposedly....like wtf it hasn't been 5 months yet....but w/e....so then that made me think about Pato's funeral and I was thinkin about how fake she looked like it wasn't even her....then that made me think of grandfather....and his funeral...and I dunno why but I started cryin for a really long time. I guess I just miss him. I think what really got to me is the fact that I can't remember his voice....I remember what he looked like and how he always smelled like Lifesavers and Bengay....and everything else....but I can't remember his voice. And I remember how I didn't cry at his funeral until the end....cuz we had like what? 3 days of viewing if I remember correctly and 4 days of wake. And we would go there every afternoon and he was just there....and the only time I cried is when they closed his coffin on that Monday morning and they were ready to take him away....It was like he was with us when we were sitting in front of his body....it's wasn't like he went anywhere and then when they were gonna take him to the cremetory that's when it was real. Yeh but I was thinking about it and I think grandfather's funeral was the nicest one I've been to....the way everyone got a rose to put in the coffin and stuff. Yeh....and the next time I cried for him was at the one year work....I think a lot of people cried at the end of that when the pandit said it was time to put out the fire...it was like they were putting out the fire on his life...But I just miss him.....yeh....
Um what else to talk aboutz? Meh nah kno....I still really want Taco Bell....I've been cravin some of that since like yesterday. Gotz madd work to do this weekend, IDs + Reading and Questions for History + Study for the reading quiz, Spanish Report due....I hate writing in Spanish....Film Review for Boyz n' The Hood + The literary and dramatic aspects of Dick Tracy....yeh I think that's about it. Hmph...meh nah able....I'm so lazy.
So Amrita applied to Whole Foods for a job....Chris wants me to apply there too....I'm thinkin that's a good idea....but not right now....mayb in like June I'll do that.
Um so ya that's all I gottah complain about...da end
Um what else to talk aboutz? Meh nah kno....I still really want Taco Bell....I've been cravin some of that since like yesterday. Gotz madd work to do this weekend, IDs + Reading and Questions for History + Study for the reading quiz, Spanish Report due....I hate writing in Spanish....Film Review for Boyz n' The Hood + The literary and dramatic aspects of Dick Tracy....yeh I think that's about it. Hmph...meh nah able....I'm so lazy.
So Amrita applied to Whole Foods for a job....Chris wants me to apply there too....I'm thinkin that's a good idea....but not right now....mayb in like June I'll do that.
Um so ya that's all I gottah complain about...da end