Apr 19, 2005 08:28
I can't believe that we are actually about to leave high school forever. I am so worried about what i am going to become. My friend from Churchil is actually gonna skip graduation cuz she thibks its a waste of time, but I think that its finally the time when we all walk into a new world and become somebody. It is finally our time. Maybe for some of you this is not a huge change, but I think that for me it's a huge change as it's going to school far away from my parents. Obviously I will have fun because of no parents, but if you really think about it, we are on our own. The world in which we live in is a kinda' scary place and even if you go to one of the "safest school in the country", it's still a scary thought that we are our main support. I don't know maybe I'm just being extremely emo, but that's how I feel. In my case, going to Europe for half a year will be fun, but it is going to be so different and confusing. Yes, I know the language but what about the culture and the people. After all I am not the most Norweagian looking and/or acting kid. I guess I'm kind of weirded out by the whole situation. Not that I don't want to go, but I don't want to feel alone. Maybe we all gotta go through this phase of being on our own sooner or later. Oh well, those are just some thoughts...