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I really hate school. You'd think because of that I would be happy its almost over but I'm not. I don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life afterwards. I really don't want to go to graduate school even though its probably the best option for me. If I do decide to go I am most definatley going to wait because my heart just isn't in it right now. I havn't been very happy at all latley. I feel hopeless and plagued with uncertainty. My mom has been giving me crap about grad school. She also wants to move here. I really don't need my parents on my back. Sure I love them but they are totally clueless. I've been quite a recluse latley as well. Perhaps that is why I'm down in the dumps I havn't really had any human contact. Life really blows right now.