Find those words
I was about to say something
then I lost it in my head
It was important and profound
or it wasn't, if i did forget
I've decided not to pursue
because my brain is throbbing fast
my heart is just too stupid
to know these feelings will not last
*and I don't care that I do mind
me holding back, so far behind
and I don't get it that it's so clear
losing me is not something you'd fear
**Because i know you won't leave me ever
Because I know you won't treat me like shit
Even if i did find those words
You couldn't resist me, you have to admit
I was about to do something
then I got hit in the head
It was brave and and all important
if i fucked up I'd be dead
I've decided to pursue
because life goes by so fast
and you are just too stupid
to think these feelings will not last