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Title: My Everything
Length: Double Shot (1/2)
Author: Bolero76
Rating: PG ( A little cursing)
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Summary: You are my everything, everything.
A/N: I'm back! I got bored after doing my assignments and though I was really sleepy, I felt like writing but it might suck because I just rushed it out. I'll try to get the next part up be this Friday [:
I stepped towards my bed, eyeing the note lying precariously on my pillow. Just then, a rush of cold air caught the note and I lunged forward, grabbing that little piece of paper. My name was written on the outside and with one glance, I immediately recognised the owner of the handwriting.
Cautiously prying the note open, I felt a tug on my heart as I saw the first sentence. Yunho...
You were my love.
It all happened so, so naturally. When we first met, we immediately clicked and from that moment on, I knew I was going to be there beside you forever and you, me. Through our journey towards fame together, we never left each other. We were what others called inseparable. Even though I was young at that time, a mere teenager, I could sense that you were the one. I knew it was wrong for me, a guy, to fall in love with you, even if you were more beautiful than any girl I had ever seen but, it just felt so right to stand beside you and hold your hand, to embrace you.
You were my life.
I couldn't leave your side at all. Wherever you went, I had to go or I would feel suffocated. When you left, it was as if you took my soul away as well. Fortunately, you would always come back for me, smiling, welcoming. You made me feel like I was at home wherever I went. You were home itself.
You were my strength.
Whenever I felt like life was going nowhere, like I was on the verge of death, you were always the one to rescue me and bring me back to life. Even when I was terribly sick, when you placed your arms around me, I could only feel your breath against my skin, no pain, nothing else. Just you. You knew I didn't like to cry in front of others, even in front of you. However, you would still come to me and tell me, "It's alright, Yunho, just cry. It'll be alright." It's simple words like that from you. Just those simple words, and my floodgates opened but you were there to wipe them away for me.
You were my everything, yet I had nothing.
It's been more than five years down the road and we were still together, friends. You completed my life, yet it was still incomplete. There was still this empty space there waiting for you. That day when you brought that girl home, did you even know how much I cried? It was the first time ever that you were not there for me. I had always known that I was only a friend to you, just a friend.
I know I should wait but having done that for a long time, I doubt that I can take it any longer. I have waited for so, so long and I'm almost dying here. I know I'm being weak but you are my strength and also, my weakness. I am weak around you. I'm sorry, Jae but don't worry. This would be the happiest way for me to leave, trust me. Knowing that you are happy with her, just bringing with me all the memories that you and I shared, I am fine. Just think that I'm going to a happier place. I love you, Jae. I truly do.
You... were my sweetest downfall.
I cursed and spun around, scrambling towards the door. I sprinted to the hall where I saw Junsu sitting alone on the sofa, looking distant.
"Junsu!"
Junsu started and shifted his vision onto me, "Hyung! Yunho... Yunho hyung, he-"
"Where the hell did he go?!"
"I... don't know. He... he just left. I realized but when I chased after him, he... he was gone..."
Making haste, I grabbed my car keys and left the apartment. I got into my car, cursing as I tried to start the ignition.
Damn it, Yunho, where the fuck are you?!
Length: Double Shot (1/2)
Author: Bolero76
Rating: PG ( A little cursing)
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Summary: You are my everything, everything.
A/N: I'm back! I got bored after doing my assignments and though I was really sleepy, I felt like writing but it might suck because I just rushed it out. I'll try to get the next part up be this Friday [:
I stepped towards my bed, eyeing the note lying precariously on my pillow. Just then, a rush of cold air caught the note and I lunged forward, grabbing that little piece of paper. My name was written on the outside and with one glance, I immediately recognised the owner of the handwriting.
Cautiously prying the note open, I felt a tug on my heart as I saw the first sentence. Yunho...
You were my love.
It all happened so, so naturally. When we first met, we immediately clicked and from that moment on, I knew I was going to be there beside you forever and you, me. Through our journey towards fame together, we never left each other. We were what others called inseparable. Even though I was young at that time, a mere teenager, I could sense that you were the one. I knew it was wrong for me, a guy, to fall in love with you, even if you were more beautiful than any girl I had ever seen but, it just felt so right to stand beside you and hold your hand, to embrace you.
You were my life.
I couldn't leave your side at all. Wherever you went, I had to go or I would feel suffocated. When you left, it was as if you took my soul away as well. Fortunately, you would always come back for me, smiling, welcoming. You made me feel like I was at home wherever I went. You were home itself.
You were my strength.
Whenever I felt like life was going nowhere, like I was on the verge of death, you were always the one to rescue me and bring me back to life. Even when I was terribly sick, when you placed your arms around me, I could only feel your breath against my skin, no pain, nothing else. Just you. You knew I didn't like to cry in front of others, even in front of you. However, you would still come to me and tell me, "It's alright, Yunho, just cry. It'll be alright." It's simple words like that from you. Just those simple words, and my floodgates opened but you were there to wipe them away for me.
You were my everything, yet I had nothing.
It's been more than five years down the road and we were still together, friends. You completed my life, yet it was still incomplete. There was still this empty space there waiting for you. That day when you brought that girl home, did you even know how much I cried? It was the first time ever that you were not there for me. I had always known that I was only a friend to you, just a friend.
I know I should wait but having done that for a long time, I doubt that I can take it any longer. I have waited for so, so long and I'm almost dying here. I know I'm being weak but you are my strength and also, my weakness. I am weak around you. I'm sorry, Jae but don't worry. This would be the happiest way for me to leave, trust me. Knowing that you are happy with her, just bringing with me all the memories that you and I shared, I am fine. Just think that I'm going to a happier place. I love you, Jae. I truly do.
You... were my sweetest downfall.
I cursed and spun around, scrambling towards the door. I sprinted to the hall where I saw Junsu sitting alone on the sofa, looking distant.
"Junsu!"
Junsu started and shifted his vision onto me, "Hyung! Yunho... Yunho hyung, he-"
"Where the hell did he go?!"
"I... don't know. He... he just left. I realized but when I chased after him, he... he was gone..."
Making haste, I grabbed my car keys and left the apartment. I got into my car, cursing as I tried to start the ignition.
Damn it, Yunho, where the fuck are you?!