Filler of my heart

[boldverdana]

Well here I am. I've put up a wall that's going to cause me a lot (lot lot) of pain, in the hope of bettering myself in the long run. Over the past couple of weeks I've been forced to confront many difficult truths about my life and myself. I've done things I wish I could take back, and said things that I didn't mean. I've been crazy. I've cried a lot. I've tried every way to avoid things coming to this, even though I've known in my heart that it was the only way all along. But now its here, and I have no more room to run. With any luck I'll actually have the conviction to follow through...

Regardless, I want you to know how thankful I am for every moment we shared. Every kiss, every embrace, every night together. No one else has ever given me so much happiness.

Thank you