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I mini-essayed at Ouka in a PM just now about a couple of our recent threads and ~feelings~ and whatnot. And by "mini-essayed," I mean "garbled out random nonsense around midnight." :|a
... man, she has just worn him down.
... 8D
8D?
* Jesse^St^James DOESN'T EVEN BOTHER TO ACT LIKE A DOUCHE AROUND HER
ilu ouka :(
Stupid jesus princess.
ilu2!!
hate me!!
:D
NUOH
I AM A BAD PERSON
* Genis|ish USES JESUSBEAM
But seriously, he has so many guilt issues and is sort of subconsciously beating himself up over the whole Rachel episode.
So Ouka topping him is like ...
... I don't even know.
:>?
I mean, when you think about it!
JESSE'S LIFE IS REALLY SAD
And Ouka is, hmm ...
She sort of confirms his thoughts that it doesn't have to be like that.
... oops?
But what he has to do to make it NOT be like that kind of terrifies him, so he digs his heels in!
Except she sort of DRAGS HIM ANYWAY.
... :B?
Wait until Teito does it.
He is just
... sad and alone. on some level.
But he won't admit it to himself.
.. :(
I mean, he loooooves Rachel but he is convinced that he can't really be with her even though GOD HE WANTS TO. There are just so many issues there.
And on some level, he loves Finn.
... EMBRACE YOUR FEELINGS :<
Not physically! But emotionally, Finn is someone who makes him feel less lonely and crappy.
BUT NO!
IT IS ALL RIGHT TO NOT BE SAD ALL THE TIME
He wants to, you know, be with people!
But that requires connecting and not denying emotion which is basically opening yourself up and exposing who you are to people.
... and Jesse is an ~actor~.
And Ouka basically sort of
walks up
with a sledgehammer
and takes to his outer shell
with it
... >> :D?
IT'S DISCONCERTING!
If Burupya weren't jealous of Jesse, Ouka would probably have tried to give him to Jesse to cuddle.
... Jesse St. James does not CUDDLE
SHE FEELS LIKE HE NEEDS BABYDRAGON CUDDLES
THEY'RE THE BEST CUDDLES
and lo, I have essayed at you in a PM
... man, she has just worn him down.
... 8D
8D?
* Jesse^St^James DOESN'T EVEN BOTHER TO ACT LIKE A DOUCHE AROUND HER
ilu ouka :(
Stupid jesus princess.
ilu2!!
hate me!!
:D
NUOH
I AM A BAD PERSON
* Genis|ish USES JESUSBEAM
But seriously, he has so many guilt issues and is sort of subconsciously beating himself up over the whole Rachel episode.
So Ouka topping him is like ...
... I don't even know.
:>?
I mean, when you think about it!
JESSE'S LIFE IS REALLY SAD
And Ouka is, hmm ...
She sort of confirms his thoughts that it doesn't have to be like that.
... oops?
But what he has to do to make it NOT be like that kind of terrifies him, so he digs his heels in!
Except she sort of DRAGS HIM ANYWAY.
... :B?
Wait until Teito does it.
He is just
... sad and alone. on some level.
But he won't admit it to himself.
.. :(
I mean, he loooooves Rachel but he is convinced that he can't really be with her even though GOD HE WANTS TO. There are just so many issues there.
And on some level, he loves Finn.
... EMBRACE YOUR FEELINGS :<
Not physically! But emotionally, Finn is someone who makes him feel less lonely and crappy.
BUT NO!
IT IS ALL RIGHT TO NOT BE SAD ALL THE TIME
He wants to, you know, be with people!
But that requires connecting and not denying emotion which is basically opening yourself up and exposing who you are to people.
... and Jesse is an ~actor~.
And Ouka basically sort of
walks up
with a sledgehammer
and takes to his outer shell
with it
... >> :D?
IT'S DISCONCERTING!
If Burupya weren't jealous of Jesse, Ouka would probably have tried to give him to Jesse to cuddle.
... Jesse St. James does not CUDDLE
SHE FEELS LIKE HE NEEDS BABYDRAGON CUDDLES
THEY'RE THE BEST CUDDLES
and lo, I have essayed at you in a PM