the weekend. plus friday. and not all of sunday....okay just friday night and last night
umm last night was one of those nights.
and i knew it was going to be one of those nights because before me and may even started drinking i said "may, this is gonna be one of those nights.
I love and missed that girl SO much.
I wish I hadn't made a complete and utter ass of myself last night, but on the other hand, I told (and did)Mike some things I wanted him to hear and I wouldn't have without the jim beam. Thank you jim, you're a true friend.
I'm trying really hard to stay positive about things, and I'm pretty happy and staying pretty strong for the most part.
Nikki and I saw Harry Potter on Friday and I fell asleep during it because I'm not into that fantasy junk and it was WAAAY too long. We had a good time though, even though we didnt have weed, which is a big step for me.
I really wish I'd stop thinking/obsessing about Adam but I really miss him and can't get him out of my head. Probably because he was becoming so close to me and then all of a sudden he's just..gone. I wish that night hadn't happend, things would probably be a lot different. I have no regrets though, I truly believe everything happends for a reason.
It snowed today so I didn't go up to Boston to go to that Christmas show thing with the family, and I feel badly because the roads are fine and stuff..I just really am too stressed out at the moment to be going anywhere. So many god damn school related things to do, I'm flippin' sick of it. Plus, all my other responsibilities (I never realized how long that word is) that I put off constantly. I need a list of things to do.
OKAY THANK YOU BYE. (get it? making fun of stupid "kthxbi" kids-im so clever. not)
and i knew it was going to be one of those nights because before me and may even started drinking i said "may, this is gonna be one of those nights.
I love and missed that girl SO much.
I wish I hadn't made a complete and utter ass of myself last night, but on the other hand, I told (and did)Mike some things I wanted him to hear and I wouldn't have without the jim beam. Thank you jim, you're a true friend.
I'm trying really hard to stay positive about things, and I'm pretty happy and staying pretty strong for the most part.
Nikki and I saw Harry Potter on Friday and I fell asleep during it because I'm not into that fantasy junk and it was WAAAY too long. We had a good time though, even though we didnt have weed, which is a big step for me.
I really wish I'd stop thinking/obsessing about Adam but I really miss him and can't get him out of my head. Probably because he was becoming so close to me and then all of a sudden he's just..gone. I wish that night hadn't happend, things would probably be a lot different. I have no regrets though, I truly believe everything happends for a reason.
It snowed today so I didn't go up to Boston to go to that Christmas show thing with the family, and I feel badly because the roads are fine and stuff..I just really am too stressed out at the moment to be going anywhere. So many god damn school related things to do, I'm flippin' sick of it. Plus, all my other responsibilities (I never realized how long that word is) that I put off constantly. I need a list of things to do.
OKAY THANK YOU BYE. (get it? making fun of stupid "kthxbi" kids-im so clever. not)