i still have one of these?
because apparently yes. and i will perhaps use it again.
matter at hand: terrifying dream last night:
i was at a beaumont dance, but with most of the grant class of 08, or at least the people who have been prominent in my life. HE wasn't ignoring me like usual but actually acknowledging that i existed, which made me happy even though all he was saying was insults about my outfit and my hair (?). all of a sudden we were in dreyer's class, but dreyer was a middle aged dumpy woman (haha). he...well, she really wanted me and HIM to tell the class what had happened between us. i refused because i did not feel comfortable, and brendan schumaker (random) said "naomi, you're such a bitch, just tell us, you're so selfish, it's not like anyone even cares about you." HE started saying "it all started freshman year when naomi stalked me, she'd call me a couple times a day saying how much she loved me and telling me about the house we were going to live in and how many children we were going to have and naming them, when i stopped answering she'd leave it on messages, she showed up at my house a couple times really drunk and crying because she loved me so much, she told everyone we were together and planning on getting married..." and i kept saying "no! don't listen to him! he's lying that never happened!" no one could hear me, or if they could they were not acknoweldging it. the only one who was was HIM, and he just kept glaring at me and saying "shut up".
anyone have any interpretations?
matter at hand: terrifying dream last night:
i was at a beaumont dance, but with most of the grant class of 08, or at least the people who have been prominent in my life. HE wasn't ignoring me like usual but actually acknowledging that i existed, which made me happy even though all he was saying was insults about my outfit and my hair (?). all of a sudden we were in dreyer's class, but dreyer was a middle aged dumpy woman (haha). he...well, she really wanted me and HIM to tell the class what had happened between us. i refused because i did not feel comfortable, and brendan schumaker (random) said "naomi, you're such a bitch, just tell us, you're so selfish, it's not like anyone even cares about you." HE started saying "it all started freshman year when naomi stalked me, she'd call me a couple times a day saying how much she loved me and telling me about the house we were going to live in and how many children we were going to have and naming them, when i stopped answering she'd leave it on messages, she showed up at my house a couple times really drunk and crying because she loved me so much, she told everyone we were together and planning on getting married..." and i kept saying "no! don't listen to him! he's lying that never happened!" no one could hear me, or if they could they were not acknoweldging it. the only one who was was HIM, and he just kept glaring at me and saying "shut up".
anyone have any interpretations?