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"We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for for the first time let's just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are." - Garden State
Of course I want to be happy, but it's hard work, and I'm tired, so tired.
I don't want to feel this way anymore, but it feels so personal, everything feels like betrayal, I want more than anything just to forget you...I can't blame you for any of this...I almost want to hate you as much as I tell myself I do...but if you can't dissapear, I will.