May 19, 2009 18:11
I've gone back to school for the summer but am already finding myself concerned about how much the pursuit of relationships may interfere with my energy and focus towards my education.
Can I even invest in much more than casual friendships? Why is it so difficult to follow rational and intellectual lines of thought rather than the impulsive and sexual? Why do I keep making rash decisions that I know may bite me in the ass in the future, rather than avoid them from the start?
To be a flawed and imperfect being is quite irksome at times.