Feb 23, 2005 21:55
Wow..i have not done this in awhile....
Lately:
I have been hanging out ridiculously...im never home...im always running around...so tonight my mom made me stay home..because she wanted me here i guess...how stupid..
School is almost over.....lol thats all i keep thinking about...not much longer left..i cant wait to leave and get away from here because this town drives me insane! People are retarded..but ill have that anywhere i go...
I have been taking my old hobby up again which is drinking..which is bad..because i dont want to drink that much.....but ya know...
Sadies was GAY..waste of time i would have much rather went somewhere else..Scurpa is gay...but some people were idiots and were asking to get in trouble....like myself....HAHA
I need a job i should find one...because i need money because there are alot things i want to do right now...but money is always an issue with me....
I havent been working out everyday like i should be....but sometimes i feel like i dont need to because im not that fat like i really think iam...i just need to work out maybe alittle more than usual....
I found my prom dress it is the cutest thing ever..i cant wait to wear it!!! im going with someone who is not jeff....weird....
My life is changing...my situations...and my future plans are as well...i wish i knew what i really wanted right now..but that will never happen..things will fall in their own places i guess...
I realize i have changed as well..and i am an asshole and selfish..but u know what...sometimes u have to be selfish to make yourself happy and right now iam happy and carefree....