greentext labor day
> be me
> identify as xennial
> 27 yo bipolar disorder alcoholic
> dropped out of college because of dual diagnosis in 2005
> ffwd 2013 living on moms couch
> unemployed since 2008
> somethingsgottogive.gif
> go off med
> three days later mom starts shouting at me while im cleaning out the kitchen
> arrested, mental health court probation
> now live in subsidized housing building on capitol hill
> http://pioneerhumanservices.org/housing/list
> decide to get a job
> craigslist/dishwashing.gig
> get an interview at new trendy japanese resturant
> get asked back for a working interview at another resturant to get up to speed in kitchen again
> https://www.tomdouglas.com/restaurants
> yay.emj
> housing manager gives me alcohol violation on random room check
> boo.emj
> receipt for vodka is three months old
> "ok my bad"
> whatthefuck.jpg
> relapse.exe
> meds never adjusted
> miss job interview
> call hiring manager and tell him im going to go to resturant school to get up to speed
> hiring manager is head executive chef of company says call me when u graduate
> oh word
> resturantschool.exe
> https://www.farestart.org/adult-culinary-program
> spend a week in a private mental health hosibital to rehab on meds/detox
> move out of subsidized housing to live with dad and ex gf in new house they just rented
> fanboy kesha videos on youtube in summer 2013 around the time macklemores thrift shop because no life
> see Gucci Gucci for first time
> 140M views
> neet
> lurk on twitter while i finish resturant school
> graduate resturant school
> head executive shef gives me a job one week later
> start working full time while still reciving my disability check
> ffwd four months to june 2014
> dad and ex gf break up
> dad kicked out of house, unemployed
> i move from full time to part time after trying to quit because of stress
> i decide to rent apartment with dad as roommate til he gets his shit together
> ffwd nov 2015 dad still hasnt got his shit together
> i now work part time and on call to cover other shifts in company
> basically on speed dial for corporate
> well respected in the company
> with the help of a therapist i learn my dad has narsisstic personality disorder
> https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Narcissistic_personality_disorder
> dad has min wage night stocking job so at least hes paying rent now
> graduated mental health court probation nov 4 2015
> relapse.exe
> quit job
> fifith a day habit for the better part of three months straight
> find myself on twitter again lurking @KREAYSHAWN for some reason
> break character and start posting
> whyamilikethis.jpg
> dad cant pay rent because he spent paycheck to buy xmas presents for my younger half sister
> fthat.exe
> sober up and move out
> crash in friends basement for the summer
> on/off relapse on alcohol and twitter
> spend a week in a private mental health hosibital to rehab on meds/detox
> time to move
> find apartment with roommates in magnoia boujee part of town
> ask for job back at resturant group and gladly accepted
> start work again nov 2016
> two weeks later get email from dad saying hes evicted from the apaartment i rented us
> relapse but keep job
< three months go by relapsing enought to need to quit job
> off meds by now
> get arrested April 2017 for trying to punch a male nurse in the hospital during a blackout
> class C felony
> sober up
> plead guilty to misdemeanor assault with probatoin and deferred sentence
> ffw september 2017 time to find new roommate
> expl;ain its not a party house, i have an alcohol problem
> fthat.exe
> slowly alcohol creeps into the daily activities around me
> try for dvr
> https://www.dshs.wa.gov/office-of-the-secretary/division-vocational-rehabilitation
> waitlisted
> everythings cool until holidays roll around
> relapse befor thanksgiving because anniversary event
> one month later in 21 day rehab
> at least the food is better than jail
> when i get out of rehab mom and brother move me out of my roommates apartment
> back on moms couch
> all my stuff is in brothers basement
> brother buys a house, has to move
> i find an apartment, time to move
> relspaing less frequeintly but not on twitter
> starting to learn how to use twitter differently than internet ediquite
> become self aware observing to random shit i post
> neet
> feel bad because ive been a weirdo on @KREAYSHAWN for so long nov 2015-now
> whatever.exe
> finish probaction
> refile at dvr
> write @KREAYSHAWN THIS NEET BLOG
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