BPD
I strongly feel as though I may suffer from Borderline Personality Disorder. I mean, the symptoms and feelings described in what I've read about it (albeit briefly) generally seem to match the way I am. I seem bright and intelligent on the outside, but inside I have so little self-confidence it's frightening. Stress does tend to prompt me to suicidal ideation, although never to actual actions. I tend to fall apart, I have huge problems with intimacy and trust, I sabotage my own friendships and relationships by isolating myself. I really need to go see a doctor about this. I can't live the rest of my life this way. Blargh.