I always look so tired
to most people lately, i have looked always tired, like i should be asleep for a long time and eat. well i dont know what to say, other then, i do need more sleep, but i dont know when that will happen. now for the good news, i have a job in the summer, CA. it'll be good times again with good grades, which will be great for everyone, myself and my parents (which is all that matters right?) right now i think most of my grades are ok, if i work alittle harder, in the end i hopefully we be ok. for a real shocker to anyone who reads this....i am quitting WoW for awhile. i need to focus on school and all that good stuff so April 22 my account is freezing and i'll taking the rest of the year off to focus on school. I dont play as much more and i am debating just giving up all together depending on the way things go, i'll see on that one too. i will most likely just play over the summer and then quit again when school starts back up because if the expansion doesnt come out till the fall i wont have the time or want to level anymore. in my head things never go the way i think they will, which is to expected because i never think the right way on anything, but thats makes me different right? who the fuck knows. for doing something in a game i feel like i lost my friends, which is rather shitty because that makes me question why they were my friends in the first place. sure they say everything is fine and all that, but deep down, i think something is troubling them but they wont come out and say it. i'll see how this summer goes. sometimes i do want to just go home, though i know i would have to find new friends and many things in my life would change, most likely for the worst so thats not worth it. anyways, im rambling and i should get to bed soon, my eyes grow weary. well for now. im outty 5000!