Back at it again
It's been over a month since i've updated this journal, and while at the time I felt I should get rid of it, I am over that now. I don't need to get rid of it. Someone told me something that made me want to undelete this and they are right. It's my journal, it's where I should be able to express myself, where I should be able to vent, to write down what's going on in my life and not have someone try to kill me for it. I forget his exact wording but it was brilliant. So here I am, again. I feel this journal should mainly be free form writing without a set purpose. There will be a purpose when I finish each entry, but not when I am writing it. The best things come out of my mouth when I don't think or react to things. That's how it should be. Totally random, that's what my best quality is, and I try to change that and become someone I'm not. I miss talking about stuff that has no relevance to a conversation, or doing something that is completely crazy but at the same time fun as hell. I need to stick with what works. It if isn't broke, why fix it? Welcome back.