Mar 29, 2005 00:34
I have been so flustered lately. Usually I am very articulate and easily understood but lately it seems as if I am speaking another language to people because nobody seems to really get what I talk about. I don't talk in subliminal messages, I just say what I say, but I am having trouble communicating the right words I suppose. Like most days, weeks, years, minutes, seconds, hours, we all have our ups and downs. Thankfully i've had more ups as of late, but the downers are chasing my ass all over this damn place. I just want to be left in peace, but for some reason drama seems to be quite fond of me. I dislike drama, yes I did say dislike. I don't hate drama because sometimes a little bit is healthy every now and then, but drama in excess is no good at all in the least. My friends are all totally fabulous people and keep my spirits high. I have been hanging out with them a lot more than I used to which is fucking great. I wish I had gotten off my ass sooner and done this. Without them around, I probably would have gone insane by now with all the shit that keeps pileing around me. There is so many things that just have gone wrong, but then there are a few really really good things that have gone right overpowering the bad. If you contribute to the bad shit, all I have to say is take that shit outside because I don't want it nor need to be around it. If you are giving me my ups then I thank you greatly for it. So, I've been extremely busy as of late, I am like never around my dorm anymore. Oh yeah, that's right, I am not around my room because my roommate smells like he took a shit on some cabbage and wiped his ass on everything in the room. This bodily oder he has probably is going to be impossible to get out of the room for a good few years. Seriously it is that bad. I mean I am a nice guy so I would feel weird if I say "hey Rob, you stink, take a shower and do your laundry" I mean that just doesn't sound right. Besides, who am I to tell someone how to smell? lol. If he wants to stink then ok fine, but why around me? Ok sorry about that, didn't mean to start ranting and sounding unintelligible. One thing that has my spirits high is MSU basketball. My precious Spartans are fucking kicking ass. We are in the Final Fucking Four!!! Izzo is my hero!! GO GREEN! GO WHITE! GO STATE!!