tranny trigger day
...dad talking about pregnant man at target, i mean, the show on the "pregnant man" and "her...er...his...sex change implants." which i corrected. but still, damn.
all a few minutes after some barely pubescent girl in super short shorts and thigh high socks cruised me and other group of three guys walking beside my dad and me.
and then cruising hot friends of friends on facebook (yeah, i know) and looking at before/present pictures of their beautiful chests and muscles and facial hair and jaw lines. damn.
and now smashed cream-pie-style in the face with wanting immediate change right this exact second, right now, dammit! and being too scared to take first steps like making a headshrinker appointment in bloomington in january.
i need help.
all a few minutes after some barely pubescent girl in super short shorts and thigh high socks cruised me and other group of three guys walking beside my dad and me.
and then cruising hot friends of friends on facebook (yeah, i know) and looking at before/present pictures of their beautiful chests and muscles and facial hair and jaw lines. damn.
and now smashed cream-pie-style in the face with wanting immediate change right this exact second, right now, dammit! and being too scared to take first steps like making a headshrinker appointment in bloomington in january.
i need help.