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GOD. I hatemy life. its so ordinary i get mad at the stupidest reasons on earth. there is this part of my soul, that makes me want to kill everyone.omg uknow what else? i just realized i was a slut. but i am going to change. because the only reason i was all oh la la with boys and stuff was because i was dying for attention. i never get attention at home, or in school, and the way i got attention was acting like a slut and being loud and obnoxious. n ow im wondering why my friends never helped me through this.Like, why couldnt they say, oh look, jiwon never went after guys like this last year...she never wore seethrough shirts or belly showing shirts or low rise pants and short skirts. i wonder whats wrong?. no. noone ever helped me. and idont really care cuz its good realizng for myslef what an idiot i was. from now on, i swear, u will NEVER EVER see me in skirts. that is a promise. and no more seethrough shirts, etc, etc, and no more calling me sluts because i am not one. anymore. i wonteven kiss boys anymore. ill just hold their hands. yyes. it has come to that time. i am straight edge, and im prude. man, that sounds weird. pruuuude.prude.PrUUUEd. PPPPPrueeed. ill haev to get used to it. if im ever mean to u guys, just tell me. because i really honestly do not mean to be mean. i just ventilate all of my anger onto myfreidns. and its my problem, i know. ive lost a friend because of my careless behaviro, i almost lost my other friend, but i cut science just to talk to her.....oh..and i cut 3 other classes today....and and almost cut 9th period..but im really trying to be a nicer, much wiser person. thankyou for listening.