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today was an ok day...woke up late 1230 ish...and then went to dance...amazingly it was a good day...fun times...hehe...show is comin soooo soon!! jeeeezzz...
then went and did some homework and some research shit...eww....ate dinner that my lovely mother made me and stoped by a friends house...
then later on i went over to mikes house...his friend lauren cut his hair and died it black..then put like red highlights in...well they are dark red you cant really see them but i guess it looks cool...we hung out for a while...felt kinda out of place tonight or like i did something wrong..idk why...whatever...then he asked me if i go over his house too much...weird...idk if that meant if we should hang out at my house more which is fine with me or a friends house more of if he didnt wanna see me or want me there...idk whatev...maybe i just worry about everything in life way too much...i just feel like im pushin him away with all the worrying i do about stupid stuff and talk to him about it and like he doesnt wanna hear about it...or like im bringing him down too or something...i've just had so much goin on and what not...and i dont wanna push him away because i love that kid more than anyone will ever know...he is the best!
i feel another intense week comin along...or semester i might say...i have to get up early tomorrow so ya i wont be home till about 9/930...
so this weekend is lookin not too shabby...friday and saturday i have my shows you should all come see me...my babes is staying up at school which kinda sucks...he cant come and i cant see him...eshh...but after party or my buddys party sat night will be fun...and hangin with the girls friday night...so ya...might be gettin a fake from ry...HOPEFULLY HAHA...good stuff
so spring break who knows what ill be doin... so many options but i really dont know what ill end up doing?
i could go to florida with kar...aculpoco but dont have the money or cali w/kim...idk or to do this dance thing i got asked to do...idk...or if my mom has anything to do with it end up stayin home as my boyfriend told me to do...haha...as long as i can relax i really dont care what i do...
aight well im outtie im goin to bed...peace homes..
then went and did some homework and some research shit...eww....ate dinner that my lovely mother made me and stoped by a friends house...
then later on i went over to mikes house...his friend lauren cut his hair and died it black..then put like red highlights in...well they are dark red you cant really see them but i guess it looks cool...we hung out for a while...felt kinda out of place tonight or like i did something wrong..idk why...whatever...then he asked me if i go over his house too much...weird...idk if that meant if we should hang out at my house more which is fine with me or a friends house more of if he didnt wanna see me or want me there...idk whatev...maybe i just worry about everything in life way too much...i just feel like im pushin him away with all the worrying i do about stupid stuff and talk to him about it and like he doesnt wanna hear about it...or like im bringing him down too or something...i've just had so much goin on and what not...and i dont wanna push him away because i love that kid more than anyone will ever know...he is the best!
i feel another intense week comin along...or semester i might say...i have to get up early tomorrow so ya i wont be home till about 9/930...
so this weekend is lookin not too shabby...friday and saturday i have my shows you should all come see me...my babes is staying up at school which kinda sucks...he cant come and i cant see him...eshh...but after party or my buddys party sat night will be fun...and hangin with the girls friday night...so ya...might be gettin a fake from ry...HOPEFULLY HAHA...good stuff
so spring break who knows what ill be doin... so many options but i really dont know what ill end up doing?
i could go to florida with kar...aculpoco but dont have the money or cali w/kim...idk or to do this dance thing i got asked to do...idk...or if my mom has anything to do with it end up stayin home as my boyfriend told me to do...haha...as long as i can relax i really dont care what i do...
aight well im outtie im goin to bed...peace homes..