Sep 22, 2003 21:49
ugGh!! this major issue breaKs loose btween me, victor, and biLLy. Of course, ii alwayz end up screwed over kuz biLLy gets madd at me .. even tho ii reaLLy hav nothing 2 do with it but w/e ii guess. But yeaa ii feeL lyk shit kuz yeaa ii dont think its reaLLy fair 4 him 2 b aLL madd at wat not, ugGh this sucks. Lyk ii trust him .. ii do .. but yew kno im torn .. ii dont kno wat 2 believe .. ii mean ii hope BiLLy's not lying 2 me and ii lyk 2 think hes teLLing the truth, but then wat if wat Victor is saying is the truth?? so0o confusing!
okk .. lyk 2 hours later after the buGGage .. biLLy IM's me and seems not 2 b madd anymor .. but yew kno, its not that easy .. lyk i've jus been a wreck feeling badd kuz sum1z madd at me and then now im xpected 2 b aLL haPPy go lucky .. umm no. So0 .. ii guess me and biLLy rnt friends anymor .. kuz we kinda blew up at each other 2nyt .. uGgh so0 not fair .. i'LL miss him, he was special.
Here's 2 a fuN-fiLLed 2morrow .. ii guess ... ii hope. xoxo- MeLzZ