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i decided to not go to psych today cuz im a winner like that.
but im using the time wisely & im hoping it wont be hard to catch up.
im going in later to the fashion house of london on campus
apparently the fashion show is sooner then i thought it would be.
I'm kind of unclear as to what my purpose is there though...
Then ill head to acting for tv & call it a day.
I was talking to alygreene & i was telling her how i regret not moving when i had the chance.
She told me that i was only this age once and i should take advatage of my oppurtunities.
but.
I feel as if though i was forced on a standstill
& afraid to move
&now that i want to move
I'm afraid of loss
& leaving my brother behind.
I have to stop all this nonsense. Its getting messy.
messsy....messy....messy.