don't know when i'll be back again
leaving for school tonight, 9:55pm. arriving tomorrow, 10:25am. let's hear it for that Red-Eye flight!
now, i have my last 2 hours of work to attend to. i'm sorry this isn't a real entry.
charlotte, if you're reading this- I lost your cell phone number. i know have it again, thanks to email, but that does mean that i haven't intentionally been neglecting you.
i don't usually write that much important, revealing, emotional stuff in here. but i do want to say that i'm feeling much better about where i am in my life, and where the people i care about are in relation to me. Georgette and I said goodbye, and it was devestating but good. i feel like we worked some things out, and i don't feel like she hates me, and i sure don't hate her. we can both start mourning and letting go and learning how to be separate now. i drove away into typical portland weather, tears drying on my face, rainclouds behind me, straight into the sunshine.
now, i have my last 2 hours of work to attend to. i'm sorry this isn't a real entry.
charlotte, if you're reading this- I lost your cell phone number. i know have it again, thanks to email, but that does mean that i haven't intentionally been neglecting you.
i don't usually write that much important, revealing, emotional stuff in here. but i do want to say that i'm feeling much better about where i am in my life, and where the people i care about are in relation to me. Georgette and I said goodbye, and it was devestating but good. i feel like we worked some things out, and i don't feel like she hates me, and i sure don't hate her. we can both start mourning and letting go and learning how to be separate now. i drove away into typical portland weather, tears drying on my face, rainclouds behind me, straight into the sunshine.