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Should have never written it. I guess when I get mad at people and then they come through; I am still concerned but not mad. But see...I am made to feel like I shouldn't be mad at all. I don't know why I am nice to people. I guess that is my nature...but no one ever expects me to be upset. I can be angry. But I can't be upset and talk about it, because I am always called on it, like I had no reason to be. I am just shocked...I really don't know what to say about this.............:(. Maybe I am crazy like everyone says I am, or people who insult me behind my back expecting me not find out. And when I do...I am expected be angry and upset, but not talk about out it. I don't expect anyone to understand my reasoning for this...I don't know...I guess this will get thrown bact at me again.