didn't make it in time....
I just outed gabe, it's not GREAT but it's not terrible. i feel bad but its' always better this. i was supposed to tell him. to get it before his mom got home. His mom wasn't supposed be home til 10 but i forgot she comes home for lunch at 7. SHIT! his mom is a good person and understanding. i kno that that doesn't give me any right what so ever. I kno that i was a hateful Son of a bitch. i kno i let my emotions get ahead of myself. i kno i was wrong. but look on the bright side, no secerts??? maybe. i guess. i don't kno. i'm sorry gabe especially after yesturday. I understnd if you hate me. And today i was acutally hapy that we might be friends again. i really fucked it up this time..... i'm sorry.i kno that doesn't help.... but i am. i love you gabe always. i wish i could take it back. if the rest of you hate me... i understand.... send me hate mail and whatever revenge you need. i deserve it. there is nothing i can say to change it. but i want you to kno i did it knoing you would turn out on top. you do and always will. I love you. sorry.