Karaoke hurts me...
Okay, so, my birthday was good, thanks to all who helped me celebrate it! Miles took me to East by Southwest where we ate $104 worth of sushi (AHH!). We then went to 8th Ave. Tav where I refused to sing any karaoke until further notice. I need to work myself up to that kind of thing. Didn't drink too much either, and let me tell you, that's a very good thing.
I started work on the train, the training was helpful and now we're on the actual train, running around making hot cocoa. The 10 - 12 hour days don't seem that long, at least not so far. Plus, who gets a job where they get a two hour lunch where they get paid for the whole thing? It's rather awesome if you ask me... Plus, most of the people I work with are great people who like to have fun, and that helps the situation.
Summer is good, a little worried about getting someone to be my roomate that I can actually get along in a living environment. Just because I know it can be hard sometimes to keep things clean and everything and I really don't want to end up having that problem. *sigh* and I don't want to have the problem of paying a full months rent for the whole apartment. I just can't afford all of that.
At least everything feels a little more leisurely in my life. Mostly, that is. I still have my rocks, my confusion, my mistakes, but at least everyone does. I don't know what I want. Sometimes, I'm really glad that I'm single and that at least I have Miles as a really good friend, sometimes it kills me. But isn't that the nature of things, all feelings have their opposites and sometimes you feel both? It's a confusing world, but it is true that life isn't as simple as they make it look in the movies. Everything is an easy decision, right? Of course sometimes a complicated decision to the person experiancing the situation has a really obvious solution to all that's around them. I'm trying very hard to just sit back and enjoy the ride, but sometimes I just want to get off the ride because I'm closing my eyes so tight in the wind. I need a hold on to something, my sanity (or insanity) would be nice. I will try to just live... just watch me.
I started work on the train, the training was helpful and now we're on the actual train, running around making hot cocoa. The 10 - 12 hour days don't seem that long, at least not so far. Plus, who gets a job where they get a two hour lunch where they get paid for the whole thing? It's rather awesome if you ask me... Plus, most of the people I work with are great people who like to have fun, and that helps the situation.
Summer is good, a little worried about getting someone to be my roomate that I can actually get along in a living environment. Just because I know it can be hard sometimes to keep things clean and everything and I really don't want to end up having that problem. *sigh* and I don't want to have the problem of paying a full months rent for the whole apartment. I just can't afford all of that.
At least everything feels a little more leisurely in my life. Mostly, that is. I still have my rocks, my confusion, my mistakes, but at least everyone does. I don't know what I want. Sometimes, I'm really glad that I'm single and that at least I have Miles as a really good friend, sometimes it kills me. But isn't that the nature of things, all feelings have their opposites and sometimes you feel both? It's a confusing world, but it is true that life isn't as simple as they make it look in the movies. Everything is an easy decision, right? Of course sometimes a complicated decision to the person experiancing the situation has a really obvious solution to all that's around them. I'm trying very hard to just sit back and enjoy the ride, but sometimes I just want to get off the ride because I'm closing my eyes so tight in the wind. I need a hold on to something, my sanity (or insanity) would be nice. I will try to just live... just watch me.