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grr, so much to talk about, but i only feel like talking about one topic.
this weekend was super fun, i went to the club thanks to my sponsor: Christian. I feel bad for kissing brandon in his bed though, and i know it was wrong. He prolly thinks that i did more... guh! but yeah, the club was fun, and it was nice seeing everyone. I dont know Brandon very well, but he seems really cool. I met him through Christian, and wish i hadnt kissed him. I was kinda jealous though, because he was lip-locked with some boy at the club while he was drunk. Its odd though, he is one of three genuinely nice boys that i really really like. And NOT because i want their sex.
Brandon
Josh
Jake
It seems as though i have just been listing out boys that i like lately, and im kinda glad. I havent been fooling around with anyone (besides kissing) and feel like im actually becoming a good person because of it. I'm getting to know people for who they are, and to be honest... Its really nice.
Ive known Jake for a while, and bought him a christmas present: cookie dough mix so me and him can make cookies together. I still really like him alot, and i feel good when i talk to him. I'm staying the night at his house next weekend, so i can give him his present then, and hang out. It'll be sweet.
Josh is a super sweet heart, and I can see myself liking him alot for being so. Im kinda afraid of him at the same time for being so hot, and making me want to do more than just talk with him, but ive been able to withstand so far. I dont think it will be a problem, if i keep my mind out out of his pants. I really want to take him out on a date and get to know him better.
Brandon is new. I barely know him (like at all) but i felt "it" (no not "it") but "it" as in that feeling that you feel when you have a connection right off the bat. He is a genuinly nice person with completely good intentions, and that is refreshing to think. I hope he calls me, because I really want to hang out with him sometime away from the club scene. Positive thinking.
buuut yeah... my life is slow right now, but i really like it. It means that I can take things one step at a time, and say that i enjoyed it all in the end.
random word of the day: headache
this weekend was super fun, i went to the club thanks to my sponsor: Christian. I feel bad for kissing brandon in his bed though, and i know it was wrong. He prolly thinks that i did more... guh! but yeah, the club was fun, and it was nice seeing everyone. I dont know Brandon very well, but he seems really cool. I met him through Christian, and wish i hadnt kissed him. I was kinda jealous though, because he was lip-locked with some boy at the club while he was drunk. Its odd though, he is one of three genuinely nice boys that i really really like. And NOT because i want their sex.
Brandon
Josh
Jake
It seems as though i have just been listing out boys that i like lately, and im kinda glad. I havent been fooling around with anyone (besides kissing) and feel like im actually becoming a good person because of it. I'm getting to know people for who they are, and to be honest... Its really nice.
Ive known Jake for a while, and bought him a christmas present: cookie dough mix so me and him can make cookies together. I still really like him alot, and i feel good when i talk to him. I'm staying the night at his house next weekend, so i can give him his present then, and hang out. It'll be sweet.
Josh is a super sweet heart, and I can see myself liking him alot for being so. Im kinda afraid of him at the same time for being so hot, and making me want to do more than just talk with him, but ive been able to withstand so far. I dont think it will be a problem, if i keep my mind out out of his pants. I really want to take him out on a date and get to know him better.
Brandon is new. I barely know him (like at all) but i felt "it" (no not "it") but "it" as in that feeling that you feel when you have a connection right off the bat. He is a genuinly nice person with completely good intentions, and that is refreshing to think. I hope he calls me, because I really want to hang out with him sometime away from the club scene. Positive thinking.
buuut yeah... my life is slow right now, but i really like it. It means that I can take things one step at a time, and say that i enjoyed it all in the end.
random word of the day: headache