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I am here! The darling Illinois! In urbana! Home of... well, just being able to summarize people as "urbana people" makes me so happy!
My apartment is fucking massive, and I pay $300 a month with utilities and wireless included.
Speaking of wireless... we don't know what the password is so I have to use the weak signal of a different network.
It is named, "SLATHER ME IN BUTTERSCOTCH." It is so chambana to be in my house and viewing the 15 or so networks around me. Examples: "fuck", "pancakes", "pythagoras", "roflmao" and "Mr. T's wild ride."
My room is so much bigger than the one in socal. and it springs forth with such inspiration! I am so happy with it! I don't have to try hard, and it is just so beautiful. Two windows. One points toward Illinois street. I can see the urbana houses, which are scenery in themselves. Old, huge and sexy in a way that will always scream champaign-urbana to me.
After arriving yesterday, I went straight to a film reading. And not just any film reading... the reading of Jen and Erika's beautiful film that has been in-the-making for three years. Kinzie, Sasha Steinberg and I carpooled. Blasts from the past! And it was so, so beautiful. Beautiful, beautiful women!! my god, its quality surprised the shit-pants off of me.
I wish everyone could come visit! It is such sunlight!
My polish roommate, michael [pronounced MEE-HOW] is fucking hilarious and so is his girlfriend Basha.
Jesus.
I must film this world or something.
Auditions are tomorrow!
My first time on the other side!
And I wish my sweet baby was wrapped around me. I could light the Big Lots candles I bought, and we could rock away on the old, springy mattress with wheels. <3. The chemicals in my brain, and, hopefully my soul, are crazy for this man. Dear man: let me just fill you up with my love!!