pomp and... oh happy day.
We graduated yesterday.
After the EARLY practice, I was exhausted.
It was a good time - I made best frenemies with my alphabetical counterpart, Austin Civita.
Everyone keeps asking me if I can believe I'm graduating:
Yes, I can believe it... high school was great, but... I think it would be pretty weird to not want to let go.
Plus I'm attending extended high school, COC... hahah.
Actually, it'll probably be pretty fun.
I heard you can get hypnotised for indecisiveness... yea?
So, high school...
I went through a TON emotionally, spiritually, academically.
Hmm... destructive disorders, alcoholism, amazing friends, introversion, fake extroversion, good classes (leikvold and lee), good drama teacher (Wilson), the worst theatre teachers in the universe, etc.
That's normal, right?
I mean, one of my only goals is, as plath said, to be a continually evolving entity - and I am. I'm neither content with where I am nor do i desire stagnation, but I've been built up, broken down, and I've grown into someone I like. I've gained about 35 lbs since the summer after freshman year, but i've never been so comfortable with my body. That says a lot - I couldn't imagine that when I was 14 or 15. I know that it's my responsibility and choice to tranform my reality and I'm proud that I've been working hard to change my brain chemistry and handle circumstances differently.
Oh, and I moved across the country half way through high school and went from hating canyon to generally hating canyon but adoring my friends and meeting a handful of soulmates.
My first soulmate was Emily! My spirit was altered because of her because she kicks asss.
Ayesha, Emma, Jeff, Steven, Myrna, Cageboy... I'll miss the lot.
Thanks to goodness Emma, Jeff and myrna with be joining me at the big COC!
Natasha, Myrna and Nic all left today for various states.
I went over to Natasha's to say goodbye before she left for San Antonio; Gladys put on some romantic mexican music...
It's rough leaving a significant other... as i wouldn't know.
What in the haites? I feel like a normal human being with semi-intimate relationships!
Natasha is a wonderful, wonderful soulmate (she'd be rolling her eyes if she heard me say that) and I've already learned so much from my experiences with her.
And that's what soulmates are there for.
Wow. I really never thought I'd be in a relationship... and I definitely never thought I'd turn gay!
Being gay is the best choice I ever made.
Just kidding... but it's a good one!
Oh! I think the theatre officers for next year are very good.
I hope and think that they will be a harmonious group... and I know that Garrett will never say die because he is the nuttiest boy i know.
Hopefully they'll be better than this year's faggoes (minus Emily).
Congratulations class of 2006!!! yaaay!
call me! I leave for the eternal cornfields on Tuesday, 6/6/06.
And I'm not seeing the Omen, please don't try to convince me - I'm terribly impressionable.