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I keep in touch with virtually no one (I say virtually because the random facebook wall post does not count) from college.
Occassionally I talk to Allyson or Megan, but they want to teach abroad.
But it makes me wonder, how did I spend my 4 years if the people I spent my days and nights with don't even shoot an fbook message telling me how they are.
I wish I could just figure out all the shitty things about me and change them, or fuck them...either of which would be fine. But I'm afraid there are too many shitty things.
It makes me just want to delete my facebook account and keep running. Not keep running because I don't know if I was ever running, but end up on a beach in Spain or the South of France and say...Temple what? Valley who? I'm too (self-mockingly Hemingway-esque) important and interesting to remember my life before 22.
Occassionally I talk to Allyson or Megan, but they want to teach abroad.
But it makes me wonder, how did I spend my 4 years if the people I spent my days and nights with don't even shoot an fbook message telling me how they are.
I wish I could just figure out all the shitty things about me and change them, or fuck them...either of which would be fine. But I'm afraid there are too many shitty things.
It makes me just want to delete my facebook account and keep running. Not keep running because I don't know if I was ever running, but end up on a beach in Spain or the South of France and say...Temple what? Valley who? I'm too (self-mockingly Hemingway-esque) important and interesting to remember my life before 22.